FINALLY! MY 1 MONTH OF PROCESSING(TRIM ROOM) HAS COME TO AN END MAN! Well, honestly, besides all the weird weird things i see, the formalin exposure and the occasional chaos when things get confusing and messy and need to multitask very well, it has really been quite fun. The lab's workload is honestly INSANELY chaotic but lucky there's nice seniors working with me this month. the young MOs are also a nice bunch. my nickname is almost officially "蔡依林", many thanks to one doctor in particular who always call female techs "小姐". lol~ oh well. anything except 小姐 pls. haha
had dept. lunch today @hilton. stupid pvt still send stuff to us when we specifically told them today have to close early cos got party. damn evil these people. made me and 3 seniors stuck at the lab till 12.30pm (the lunch is at 1 lor). However, guess what? My fav MO came to our rescue lor. So happen he passed by the lab and saw me then asked whether me and the other seniors going or not and he gave us a lift! SO NICE LOR! Sigh. Too bad he's married le. Sheet man. LOL. Oops. Later bubear feel sad :X anyway, the food was so-so only. our lab won 1st prize for the performance though! yays! haha~ i guess our lab is really rather happening. 2 mths leave gonna start soon. still very undecided about things but shall just leave it at that for now.
accompanied mom to lighthouse@woodlands. wow. really big church. sermon was not bad. it's time...to renew/strengthen my faith in Him..once again. even more so now. been feeling very lousy/depressed lately. Am glad i feel so much more relieved after going to church today. :)
It's simply amazing how things turn out. In a way I'd never would have expected. I guess I've been too private and too hard on myself already -_-" Maybe I've been too judgmental as well. Gotta put more effort to change for the better. Anyway, today's the day. So scary! :(
many important things to settle tml, my supposedly last day. darn. this whole week is just beyond dreadful, even then it being an understatement of the year. today, as expected was beyond chaotic but in a much greater scale than i thought. Jesus decided to send 2 angels to visit me, even though i was drowning beyond drowning. I've always been rather private about certain things and keep many on a 'need-to-know' basis. I finally broke the news to 2 people today. And somehow they made me feel like i should have done that a long time ago, before i acted so rashly. their support and advice would really have helped. I guess i really did not think over carefully enough. Anyway, now that its established that clearly the most straightforward method can't work, it's time to take it one level higher. I just hope I can catch her early tomorrow morning. urgh im going crazy. cant continue
really sheety day at work today. sigh. come to think of it, it's alright. really. 'cos it just reaffirms my decision, somewhat. although i do still at times feel it might be just me being too sensitive about things. *shrug* pray and hope things get better. still worried about 15jan. but kind of immune to the worrying already. 'cos it really doesn't help to panic before the results are known. -_-" i will take each day as it comes, for now anyway.
went to saizeriya for dinner with love. Hmm. Really affordable japanese italian food i must say. quality wise, could be better. I felt that it was not too bad, considering price, taste, place and ambience. really not bad. bubear was the picky one this time O_O cream pasta and escargot! :) after that met the guys for L4D2 at selegie. getting abit sian liao. i guess we kind of cleared all the campaigns and so happen the 2 campaigns we played today were quite sian. zzz. no adrenaline rush. lol.
positivity...need more positivity!!!! less temper too pls. and less splurging ;p
8/1/10.
finally done it. back to square one again but still...
"On this day of your life, we believe God wants you to know ... that it is the day of deep peace for you."
yep. almost couldn't sleep previous night but yes...peaceful now. for now. im still definitely scared of 15jan. but we'll see how when it comes.