eh...long time no have photos. let me just post some. abit unwilling to post bcos i look so fat. my face i mean. hai. so many ppl have been saying my face very round. sad-ed. 
fried dory from TCC (clarke quay) on xmas day 
choco brownie from rocky master :P
airplane on the way to krabi
on the road
at the beach
krabi :)
massage pallour
waiting for the sun to set
noooo...nt the dark clouds. damnit, there goes my sunset -_-x
emerald pool
forest
xmas day '06 (my face looks damn fat lor.)
shot #2
love's wearing the necklace i bought from krabi =D
retarded expression -_-x
i got 1 module already. so that leaves 2 more modules. stupid system. it registers me as a year 2 student even though i'm still in year 1 -_- because of that i cant bid for one of the modules i want because it's not listed. meh. trying to send an online appeal.
my throat is super chui right now. super sleepy too. mmm, later watching confessions of pain with mom. :P there's supposed to be a sec sch class gathering at ecp, but i cant go cos watching the movie. oh well, really wanted to be there though.
anyway friday morning i woke up at 12noon. love came over with lunch and brought the remaining ingredients of the shepherd's pie. after we had lunch, we started to prepare the food to bring over to dan's place for the stayover. was lucky because mom came back to assist us. hoho! so in the end our shepherd's pie turned out just perfect man~ really damn nice! so proud of ourselves, haha~ first time leh! both dan and jh thought it was damn gd stuff :P we oso had salad with self made thousand island dressing and oven toasted crispy chicken. we made our own chocolate fondue with marshmallows and banana for dessert! r0xors. was simply yummlicious. the 4 of us (me, love, jh n dan) had that for our dinner and watched butterfly effect dvd. it's quite an old show, i tink >2 yrs back? according to jh the theatre ending was less tragic than the dvd one. the dvd ending was really just damn sad, nevertheless i still felt that it was a good show.
by the time we finished dinner and washed up, it was already 10+. the guys wanted to go dota so okay lor, i followed -_-x ended up at ginza plaza's lanshop, since it was like super near dan's place. the connection was quite laggy. :X as usual i played the same old lady, the only hero that i know how to play LOL! wasnt exactly a good game for me, though i managed to get some kills but i died quite alot. haha~ still learning can? after 1 game of dota we tried to play enfo survival. i dun really have a gd impression of it cos dun really know how to play. then later when i started to get the hang of it nia, shop closing le. lol
we headed back to start our mahjong session+eating+drinking session. tried a sip of jim beam+coke. eww. also drank abit of baileys+milk. nice ne. =p taste better than on the rocks. oh, kinda forgot how to play liao leh. i tink the last time i played was like more than 3 years back, at chalet. but haha, gt some beginner luck liddat o.O won quite a few rounds. some rounds was during when i was banker, so that first feng very long becos of that. lol. everyone wanna ki siao liao. play so slow lol.
after 2 feng, dan and love couldnt take it liao, wanna change game. so we watched the pianist and played abit of bridge. by the time we started to watch it was almost 4.30++ le. the show was really long and somewhat slow in the beginning. watched it quite a few times le. i dozed off quite a bit after the second half of the show. love was literally napping liao lol. only dan and jh going strong, still watching. the show ended at 7am. @_@ then we packed up and head home le. love sent me home. i reached home and collapsed till 3pm.
wondering where to go for new year's eve. anyone got suggestions? i want gathering leh!
don't really know what to blog. actually it's more like i really don't know how should i blog this entry. feeling really ... shitty right now. yes, i'm crying over spilled milk once again. but more importantly, i'm forming my resolve. at this point of time, i'm clear of what had happened and i'm questioning what wrong move did i take. i'm also wondering whether the resolve would hold once school starts. if it doesn't hold, i foresee the same damn shitty feeling coming all over again. anyway, bottomline is, i desperately need to pull it off, next semester. most imptly not to let myself down again, not to let people down.
alright. shall digress abit and stop wallowing in self-pity. finally met up with ling for lunch today. she drove us to adam road food centre! :) we had the famous prawn mee there and did some catching up. gave her her super belated birthday present. she was quite "whoa" because it was exactly the book that she wanted to get. seems like really fated sia. haha~
after that she dropped me off at ps. went to get love's present. then went to buy tix to Night at the museum. love came to meet me after meeting his friend for lunch. frankly i was feeling rather moody. have been for the whole day since morning i guess. anyway, the movie was funny. but, i guess i didnt really enjoyed it fully, no mood to. after when i came out of the cinema, saw ziqin o.O so qiao. she was in the same cinema, watching the same show la! after that me and love went to rocky master to grab a light snack.
went to meet my mom at cineleisure. went for my 2nd round of movies for the day. @_@ we caught the holiday, because my mom got free tix to redeem. wasted la, 'cause could have caught the curse of the golden flower instead but due to miscommunication (ie. my mom thought i watched it liao but in actual fact i havent and i thought she hated the show but in actual fact she dun mind watching 'cause of mr chow yun fatt) didnt watch -_-x anyway, the holiday was not bad imo. cheap production (?) but nevertheless, it has charming jude law :) and what the heck, im a sucker for romantic flicks man.
alright. i kinda more or less lost the motivation to continue typing and this is indeed quite a long entry already. blog again when i feel better.
whoa. i havent been updating. 'cause nothing much happening lately. am still coughing. haiz. xmas is just a few days away, which also means the results would be out soon enough. urgh. i feel so dead. can i go MIA after the results? =( alrighty, im gonna go do my stuff, make the thingy with the stuff i bought at art friend when i was there yesterday with weida and his bro. hope it turns out okay. i really sux at making arty stuff. hoho.
okay. got back from krabi on the 16. the trip was so-so. but to make things worse, i fell sick on the 2nd last day of the trip. zZz. weather too hot and food too spicy for my liking. bleh. now got blocked sinuses and sore throat. jeez.
feeling abit...depressed for dunno what reason. sigh. i tink i shld just turn in earlier and rest.
it's one of those days where everything seems so perfect. i shall make this entry fast, short and sweet because i needa get my beauty sleep and the guys are waiting for me in pt. am gonna leave singapore for krabi tml, be back on the 16. =)
went to love's place in the morning. had breakfast with him. then later took a long nap. woke up, played some pt then later went ps to buy our 3month anni present and also have our meals, basically just spend quality time together before i leave T_T lol~ kinda lazy to blog now 'cause i really wanna go ingame laio ;x so i'll let the pictures do the talking. brace yourselves k?
dinner at this place o.O (like helping them advertise sia)
"love, why u look so f*t? and why ur hair so chui~?" ;x
"you know wad, u look f*t too." Conclusion: my cam makes ppl look fat -_-x
Shot #1, using dear's phone
Shot #2
not nice de calamari x_x
uber nice de ramen :D
delicious - unagi tempura
very nice complementary mochi ice cream. black sesame.
In the box.
"the touch of your hands says u'll catch me whenever i fall, you say it best, when you say nothing at all--LOL!!!! Super cold joke! Nvm. It's an inside joke.
dessert!! Ben & Jerry :D Phish Food + Strawberry Cheesecake. Meh. Love also like strawberry cheesecake :(
~finale~
my pc is going to die. really. something is wrong with it, but i dunno what. is it the ram? is it the processor? clueless man. but anyway, im frantically burning out all my stuff before it dies. *gulp*
woo. i realised that these 2 days (sat n sun) i have telepathy with the guys i go out with. wahahha! yesterday went out with grampz, we both wore same colour top - white~ then today, went out with ziqin and di, me and di wore the same colour top - green! haha~
anyway, went to vivo with ziqin and di today. woohoo! we had lunch at Dian Xiao Er because we 3 nv try b4. whoa. the view at our seat is nice de lor BUT damn hot -_-x 
sesame chicken
ma po tofu
herbal roast duck
trying to take the deco in the resturant #1
trying to take the deco in the resturant #2
anyway, we went to shop for presents. meh. i finally gao dim 2 presents! but...haiz.. still havent finish wor. went into rip curl, saw the stuff that i needed to get BUT they look uncomfortable. so bo bian. went to OP instead. went in. the nice designs bo size liao. OH MAN! so stupid~ this cant be happening! but arh, while i was looking at the stuff, i happened to turn around and i saw someone familiar. somemore he give me a funny expression. lol~ it was purple fwen!!!! haha~ so qiao. he was also looking at stuff at OP. hmm. after all that looking, in the end i didnt buy. instead, ziqin bought something :P walked till 4+, very tired liao. so the 3 of us went to BEN & JERRY :D 
Phish Food + Mango Lime Sorbet + Strawberry Cheesecake
Mmm. yay. my love is back from cameron. but i wont be get to meet him much, cos of his camp :( oh well. i really need to start packing for my trip liao. leaving on wednesday! :P Hopefully i'll be back with some pictures to put up. and hor, i already decided what i wanna get at DFS. HOHO! LOL~~~~~~~ :X
it rained early in this morning, or rather, yesterday morning (since already past 12am and is considered sunday.) and i thought "nice weather to sleep in". so i just snuggled in bed until my hp rang at 0943.
"Hello Aunty arh!? 你起来了没有？ 我到Clementi liao leh. 我爸载我来的。你要在哪里meet我？"
and with that, i murmured the place to meet, ended the call and i crawled outta my comfy bed to go meet carl for breakfast. meh. after that, we walked around clementi abit 'cause he wanted to find small bottle of shower foam to bring to work. by the time i reached home, it was almost 12 noon and i had to prepare to go out liao. took a shower and zipped outta the house.
took mrt down to dhoby gaut. was late liao :X chee seng aka grampz already there waiting. oops. after that we walked to cathay buy tix for deja vu. treat from cs, thanks dude ;) wanted to go eat ben & jerry de BUT aiyo...sian diao. got ppl's wedding party there. the whole shop closed for the day! bah...so in the end we went plaza sing to have our late lunch.
The show was not bad. pretty good though not as good as i had anticipated. Really lah, frankly i was a tiny bit disappointed. Probably because my expectations were too high -_-x but anyway, how bad could it have gotten right? i mean c'mon man, the producer is Jerry Bruckheimer. The producer behind CSI, Pirates of the Carribean, Black Hawk Down, Con Air, Fearless, Pearl Harbour, Armageddon......confirm got standard 1. lol~
after the movie, grampz and i took a bus down to suntec to look for a nice place to eat for dinner. wah. wasnt i there like on friday (1 day ago) nia? had a hard time deciding where to eat. Wanted to eat at Dian Xiao Er, but the queue was, as usual, such a turn off! Went to Yuki Yaki to see, looks alright nia. so in the end we ended up at Changing Appetite. My 2nd time there and this time we got the nice comfy cushion seats :D grampz ate the super huge CA burger and i had the steak. was super filling lah. and we also had our share of sinful-though not as nice as it looks de mudpie. grampz de tiramisu mudpie still not bad, my marshmallow mudpie was just...imo NOT SWEET ENUFF :(
took mrt back and when i came down from the escalator i met ling o.O eH? she said she saw me alight from the train she was on, which meant we took the same train. then i asked her where she took from, she said city hall. Eek. Same leh! but why didnt see her. So where did she go leh? Oh, she was at suntec. EEK. i was nearby, at marina sq. lol~
ahhh. very tired man. tml going vivo with ziqin and di~ damn. i really need to get my presents shopping done. but urgh... LOW ON FUNDS! NO CASH LIAO. SAD. WHERE HAS MY MONEY GONE TO T_T
oh, did i mention? im gonna go Krabi!!!!! wahahhahaha. actually not really excited la, im trying hard to get excited abt it. cos havent really gotten in the mood yet. i tink i'll be more in the mood when i get there. hoho! sand, sun, beach and show me the 阳光男孩 man! :X
Countdown: 1 more day till Love gets back, 2 more days till i get to meet him. He is terribly missed T_T
happy 3rd month chugether!!
meh. but u aint here. *sobs* u'll probably only see these when u get back from cameron. :P haha~
did nth much today. love came over in the morning with breakfast~ ^-^ soya bean drink & mushroom noodle, woot! though i was still sleeping @_@ woke up to let him in. after which just spent time together. i oso swept and mopped the whole house. oh. tried enfo also. crap. zhen de bu hui wan ~_~ wc3 really nt me type of game can?
got really peeved with my mom after dinner just now. hate it when she gave that typical lecture about "responsibilities and attitudes". urgh. got very upset.
played abit of pristontale with weida. gonna meet the grampz at 1 tml. eh. singapore is sho small man. its just scary when i found out that we have yet ANOTHER 2 common friends. eek. the world is damn small. and apparently one of his friends, who happens to be a x sec sch mate of mine, is afraid that i'll leak out his "secrets" to the grampz. Eh. do i look/sound like so kaypoh 1 meh? jeez. guys...... -_-x
Exams are officially over! WOoT! okay lah, not very WOOT la. 'cause i know i did uber badly. but wad the heck. the nightmare before xmas will come later ba, lemme enjoy abit b4 receiving the disheartening news.
after my soci paper today, went down to vivocity to meet mr. tall dark and handsome (self-proclaimed, LOL! :X) and his bro. we went to catch open season. the show was....alright. though i would have wanted to catch deja vu instead but well, anything for the kiddie. :P the whole cinema was really full of kiddies, babies and oldies. really, it was just a family show la. somemore with it being the school holidays, the kiddies are everywhere! :/
after that we went to long john silvers and later just chill around vivo. Mmm, mEH. i want a p!nk PSP!!!! white oso can :P but pink is just <3 was trying out nfs most wanted and this very cute and silly game called Locoroco. I find it quite entertaining and cute though love thought otherwise. He tinks its damn disgusting cos looks like blobs of dunno what. LOL! But hey, its fun for people with slow reflexes like me :P
after that i took a bus back home to rest abit while waiting for carl to knock off from work. i was so tired that i dozed off on the bus. and i woke up because my head hit the window while i was sleeping. kns. so paiseh can? and the sound damn loud and my head damn pain :(
i came home, wanted to take nap but couldnt fall asleep. i forgot im supposed to meet cheesey grampz this sunday. i went to ask ziqin and di out. crap. now i have to reschedule my date with the grampz. bah. carl knocked off at almost 8pm -_-x he came to pick me up and we took cab to suntec. had fish and co for dinner. woohoo~ seafood platter for 2~ carl still order ny fish & chips. scary sia. eat so much! jeez~ after that we tried to find a place to chill. walk to marina sq, millenia walk and around the area, cant find -_-x all the chilling places were closed liao. wanted very much to go Big O but close liao. damn. in the end, we ended up at suntec's starbucks coffee. Sat at the comfy sofa while we chilled with our hot mocha and cocoa.
Wah. really alot of things to do. my baobei PC is...somewhat back. but my LKK laptop is CHUI! thanks to "ke ai" de weida -_-x and i need to clear up my hard disk. bo space liao. sian. and need to get presents! oh man. money not coming in, but leaking out like nobody's business. SHYT SIA! :(
totally S-I-A-N! today's mood is just SIANZ. don't know why. must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed or due to the lack of sleep. eek.
anyway, yesterday (friday) had suki sushi buffet with love and his friend Cc (also known as purple fwen xD). Eat until super full! x_x and after that the 3 of us went kbox. whoa. very very uncomfortable because so damn full. dun even feel like singing or moving @_@ Had a huge OVERdose of hokkien songs because both dear and his friend sing ALOT of hokkien songs, esp. purple fwen. lol. damn funny. laugh until i wanna pengz. think my hokkien vocab oso improve by 1 notch liao! wahhaha~ we sang from 3 till around 7pm like that. after that love sent me back home before the both of them rushed to their cg. spent a total of 34 bucks in 1 day, just on entertainment alone. wah....havent holiday nia broke liao.
went to chinatown today to try to book some tour. meh. expected, didnt manage to book any :( Krabi, Langkawi all full full full. and mom doesnt wanna go korea/japan/hk/taiwan cos all having winter/cold weather. SIAN DIAO! im stuck in singapore for my dec hols! bOoOOooooooooo!!!!! haiz. im gonna be so so alone T_T mom would probably be going off to either KL or Shanghai/Shenzhen with her friends and love too, will be going holiday with his family. *cries* aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my holidays! havent start nia, starting to suck liao. crap. CANNOT. i must turn it around. seize this chance to go and catch up with all the long lost/lost/current friends~ who want to go holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!
my tummy feels weird. x_x like want to make a run for bathroom anytime. jeez.
slept at 5am last night. lol. was packing my notes and stuff. then i cooked supper (omelette and noodles) for myself at 3, ate and washed up at 4. meals take up alot of my precious time, i know @_@
love came over after his paper today. we went to ps for a very late lunch. had pasta and waffle, ice-cream and oreo cheesecake at Gelare. after that we walked around carrefour for quite abit, looking for something to buy back for dinner. ended up buying salmon lasagne. reached home at 8 plus. we took a nap. woke up and threw the lasagne into the oven. (i overheated the oven. because halfway ziqin called and i got carried away while chatting with her on the phone till i forgot that the oven was heating up -_-) ate the lasagne while watching prison break. That was our virgin episode of prison break. Both of us never caught it before. Not even 1 episode. So kinda lost. Seems nice but yet not too sure what exactly is going on. whahaha~ then halfway my tummy was throwing tantrums. so i excused myself and went to the bathroom. just when i just got in, i heard the metal grill door open. next i heard "Hi Auntie" LOL. wahahhaa~ dear was left alone with my mom. must have been a rather awkward moment for the both of them i guess, since usually when they meet im always around.
hmm. feeling rather broke even before my holidays start. Damn. -_-x ooh. my weight is pretty much stagnant now. hope can put on a bit more. ABIT ONLY OKAY. IF TOO MUCH, I WANNA 减肥! *siams all the beatings and criticism* Love lost 4 kilos. I think i know why. 'cause he's been feeding me some of his portion of food as well. zZz. An evil plan to fatten me up. :/ okay ba. after exams...sentosa, zoo, ktv, dota (is this even possible o.O?), maple (?) and many many dates with the guys & gals! :D