I'm feeling like all is lost. It probably is. I almost want to cry out loud but i don't even have the energy or any right to do so. Had the second biochem test today, which was then that i found out what i really don't know, terribly late if you ask me. Again, i second guess-ed myself and it cost me some marks. WTH. i want to knock myself silly! Anyway, whatever i expected to be tested didn't come out at all and what i least expected, did. Just great man. Way to go, lecturers~ I just couldn't believe my eyes when i saw the SAQ. Hello? Am i sitting for the right paper huh? Jeez, just goes to show how prepared i was. Went to check my marks for the first biochem test. Sigh. My mood got even worse -_-lll I was spot-on for the prediction of my marks. damnit. i don't want and don't need to be spot-on on these type of things! it would be a whole load better if i was spot-on for exam/test questions, yes? !@~#$%^&*
After that i foresee myself going through what i felt at the end of last semester. what happened to my biostats last sem was gonna probably gonna happen EXACTLY the same way for my biochem. (pardon me for the bad grammar, really couldn't care less to elaborate further) I am so dead, so screwed, so messed up that i cant and no one can help me get out of this mess. I thought about many things. Spent the whole night thinking about stuff. About my mom, about my dad, about what mh said to me at the end of last semester, about the talk love and i had after the results of last sem were released, about secondary school, about jc....The more i thought, the more hopeless i felt. No one can help me, not even God. I'm truly alone. I really feel like giving up, yet i can't........
shytz! Biochem test in 11 hours time. darn. Prepared? Not really. *big big sigh* Something's seriously missing. But i dunno what it is. Can someone tell me what it is? All of a sudden, i feel so lost.............
WhEe~ another simple yet wonderful day spent with me lover~ :X actually we planned to go toa payoh for dim sum buffet in the morning, but in the end didn't managed to wake up in time. so sian diao, no dim sum :/ had a so-so chicken rice for lunch instead.
at 4.40pm, woke up from nap. checked ivle. FINALLY the toot physics lecturer uploaded the slides at 3pm for 8am lecture tml. stupid lor. so late then upload. kns! printed the notes at love's place. headed down to vivocity at 5.30 while love go fetch his younger bro.
went to buy old chang kee's fried sotong head and walked around vivo abit. went to find some place to sit and chill while waiting for love n the bro. then i saw a familiar face at the seating area. i looked at the person, the person oso looked back at me. i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me lol~ but in the end they weren't 'cos the person waved first. haha! it was donnavan. so qiao ar~ chatted with him quite abit before his friend (a girl) came and find him. was getting abit awkward for me to sit there liao. like disturb ppl *keke* thankfully, love called me and told me they were reaching real soon. so i said gdbye to the both of them and went to the box office to meet them.
TMNT was NICE! woot! although, i must say, i expected it to be alittle better~ but it was still nice. didn't expect shredder not to make an appearance in the show though. kind of weird if u ask me. but nevertheless, it was still nice~ oh but i couldn't stand the way master splinter was drawn/created in the movie. alamak. why did the master look so....comical! he looks like a furry hamster in the movie can? don't even look serious at all, unlike in the cartoon. and hor, yay for MIKEY! lol~ always bringing humor amidst all the action. hehe. sure, some people might say that he's the dumbest among the 4, but hey, without him, no laughs okay! :P I totally can't recall who Casey jones is -_-x ski mask guy with hockey stick...can't remember leh. dang... but anyway he's april's boyfriend in the movie..hmm.
Woo~ can't stand it! so many nice movies to watch this year! Pirates III.. Transformers... SPIDERMAN 3 is in 24 days time!!! *gasp* and guess what.....OCEAN'S 13!!!! OMG! BRAD PITT & GEORGE CLOONEY!!!! :D cant wait cant wait! Mm, come to think of it. i used to be quite the movie fanatic. 1 movie every week back in jc days. but then that was 'cos i had a movie-buddy back then. now? haiz~ *shake head* not to mention the price of movie tix back then and now. jeez.
He says: "Next time we name our black dog 小白"
She laughs and says: "A husky can~?"
He: "Husky only allowed in private housing leh,"
She: "Golden retriever leh?"
He: "Also cannot leh. I know lah, we get either a dumb Jack Russel, or a stupid Shih Tzu..."
She (giggles): "Maltese!"
He: "Or a retarded Maltese!"
Haha! No respect for dogs, eh :P
aww man. i must say, even weeks really zip past like nobody's business while the odd weeks are just so draggy :( it's the start of another odd week. exams are near liao. sucks!
can't wait to catch TMNT on tuesday evening! we bought tix liao~ woohoo! Mmm, i really love TMNT. My favourite childhood cartoon man! My fav. turtle is Michaelangelo, the one with the orange bandana and nunchaku. 'Cause he loves pizzas and i heart pizzas when i was a kid! He's also the clown/joker of the group. (see, i already had this 'thing' for funny/humorous guys, even as a kid. lol.) and his favourite words would have to be COWABUNGA! (whatever that means) and PIZZA! lol~ yes, i love the cool dude!
Seen Pirates of the Caribbean III trailer some time back, thanks to doggie for pasting the url for me. Am definitely gonna catch that too :D Wonder when will Transformers the movie and spiderman 3 be shown~ can't wait to catch both. Speaking of transformers and spiderman, both are cartoons that i used to love watching as a kid. I even got one of the transformer trucks (can change into robot), michaelangelo figurine and spiderman too. But of course, all that went to the trash when i moved house T_T Come to think of it, i had quite alot of toy guns, trucks and action hero figurines when i was young. Eh, of course, i had the 'less-violent' and 'softer' toys also okay! Like Barbie (i had 1), carebear (My baby~) and polly pocket. i must say, i have quite an extensive collection of polly pocket too, haha~
ah, shucks. time always flies when i'm online. gotta go get some readings done already. blog again :P
met up with sihan after school at orchard for dinner. finally, we could catch up on the things we missed since we last met, which i tink was 3 months ago. :P anyway, we went to coffee club to have our dinner. we both had the pasta set meal. me really shouldn't have been so 'adventurous' and try something new. should have stuck to my garlic prawn oglio. meh.
soup of the day - cream of pumpkin
okay, i dun really like to eat pumpkin but if it's pumpkin soup, i'm really fine with it. but darn, it was really very 'pumpkinny' man! so so thick...eat until @_@
sihan's baked chicken cream penne
i thought it was nice and serving very big wor!
my smoked salmon garlic cream linguini
i felt that it was alright lah, 'cept the capsicum were uncooked, i didn't even touch them.
we stayed at coffee club from 7 and chatted till 11+pm! Didn't realise we had so many things to catch up on. haha~ we talked about life, work, school. and i learnt that she also likes fei lun hai such that she pulled her 2 best friends to imm with her when they came to sg. she was telling an incident which she encountered in the washroom that day.
There was a long queue at the female washroom. (IMM was jam-packed with fei lun hai fans that day, mostly females and esp. xiao mei meis)
The cleaner auntie was asking one of the xiao mei mei: "今天有谁来啊？"
Xiao Meimei (obviously a fei lun hai fan) answers enthusiastically:"oh, 飞轮海 lor!! :D"
Cleaner Auntie (curiously):"Huh? 飞轮海啊? 不是5566?"
Xiao Meimei (looking somewhat irritated):"5566是谁？"
Dang. LOL. i found it quite hilarious sia. This is what we call 喜新厌旧.
woke up at 12 plus today. lurfu was still sleeping la~ such a piggy! :X so i called him and woke him up. he popped over to my place and we went to holland v's crystal jade for lunch :) we ordered quite abit of food, like 
Sze chuan chicken - nice but would've been better if it were alittle more spicy
Pork rib ramen
The Must-have Xiao Long Bao :D
Spicy Pork dumpling and beef ~yum
after all that, we paid and left crystal jade. headed for swensens for dessert.
Fries~ (sad ah, i remember the fries used to be crinklecut huh..why become str8 liao?)
Topless 5!
seems like quite a familiar sight. i tink we ate this b4, few months back. and i realised my camera auto-glow the 2 pictures sia. my hp camera sucks T_T oh, actually while we were at swensens right, our topless 5 icecream was served first. but because we ordered fries and we didn't want to eat the icecream before finishing the fries, we asked the senior manager (probably boss even, we won't know but he was the one who called the shots there) whether he could help us refrigerate the ice cream 'cause we wanted to finish our fries first. Without the slightest hesitation, he immediately said "Sure, no problem!" and he placed our topless 5 into the fridge with the see through door, together with the cakes and he went to the back of the resturant to do accounts i think. then, the waiters saw the topless 5 in the fridge. they looked quite shocked and surprised. then another manager came and also saw it. Suddenly there was a commotion amongst the staff about the topless 5 being in the fridge. Oops. Then love hurried told the manager that it was the OTHER manager who put it there. Oh, immediately commotion resolved, though they were still quite bothered by the ice cream being in there. so they took it out and i dunno do what with it -_-x but when we finished our fries, they gave us a new freshly scooped topless 5... :X
after dessert, we went to cold storage. finally we found the place that sold the frozen escargots with the tray. but it's at an awfully steep price of $18.65. i then remembered that ling told me b4 that there was a place at holland v, opposite cold storage that sells kitchen and baking ware. so we crossed the road. weird leh, didn't see any shops there except POSB and F.O.S. so we went up to 2nd floor to F.O.S. we wanted to go up another level, to the 3rd floor but the security lady told us nicely that there wasn't anything there. lol. then love asked her about whether there was any bakery nearby. (actually should be shop selling baking ware and NOT bakery) to our surprise, the lady said "Yeah yeah, there is." and she brought us to a obscured lane BEHIND the POSB. wah. one lane of shops totally hidden from the main road. AND *DING DING DING* bingo! the bakery was 2 shops away from the place that we wanted to find! hehe~
We stepped into Pantry Magic. Woo. Nicely decorated! Sells all the kitchen ware and baking stuff. PLUS, we finally found our snail tray T_T but it was damn ex la! $18.60! Holds 12. They also sell cooking books. Pretty nice place. Me like :)
After that i told love i wanted to go see the bakery. So we did. Wow. The place is called Da Paolo's Gastronomia. Woot. sells alot of mouth-watering and deliciously looking pizza. it also has very special bread like olive focaccia, yummy looking chocolate & raisin scones, cupcakes and icecream! the icecream flavours are few but really unusual. like black sesame ice cream, strawberry yogurt, cheese gelato etc..woot. It even sells fresh pasta and sauce to go with it~ their cakes look really darn yummy too! like black forest cake, flourless chocolate cake O_O means what? 100% chocolate! OMG~ Okay, but here's the catch: the prices are also quite 'special'. T_T Darn, we was broke from eating so much and buying the snail tray that we couldn't afford to buy the olive focaccia :( sad-ed. oh well, there's always next time, when i'm not so broke.
what an afternoon, me had lots of fun today. hee ^_^ (took darn long to finish writing the entry) shall go try to eat some dinner now. i'm still too full from all that food! haha~
another year passed just like that. time really flies doesn't it? unknowingly, it's been 3 years since you've gone. 3 years and things have changed so so much. wonder how have you been, wherever you are. the questions that i've wanted so badly to ask then are still left unanswered and the things i wanted to say, never again will i get the chance to. guess they'll always remain that way, just as the many worldly questions that can't be answered and thoughts that aren't expressed. i do hope and pray that you've been doing well and will continue to be happy, just as i for myself. perhaps one day in the distant future, if fate permits, our paths will cross again...
Am finally somewhat done with 2 projects, left one geography project and a little of the physics one. Jeez. Skipped 2 lectures today (yes, i'm lazy AND very sleepy) and only went to school from 4 to 6pm. Bought lor mee for lunch for the duck and me. the duck didn't sleep the whole night because he was rushing a report for social work. as for me, i stayed up till 4am++ working on my part for the physics project. and i forgot to set alarm. i only wanted to skip the 8am lecture but alas...when i opened my eyes....11.10am O_O! Concuss until so jia lat! and i forgot to give notice to the girls that i won't be going for morning lect. zzz. really thought i'd at least wake up in time to sms.
Had yet another one of our mini cooking sessions on tuesday! haha~ And the results.........
TADA!!! (Mee sua, roast pork - this one buy de lah! how to roast sia LOL, stir-fried cabbage and tonkatsu~~!)
Really damn proud of the tonkatsu wor! marinated it on monday nite, rush down to ntuc at 9+ to go buy den came back to prepare it. then fried it on tuesday. zzz. thankfully, it paid off tho. mom thought it was not bad. haha! But ah, she said "Eh, i think you ready to cook liao. So next round u cook, i wash okay? Role reversal. I eat my own cooking eat until sian liao." NANI?! NuUuUUuuuuu....! Dame desu! Ah...damn hungry le. dinner's ready, woohoo!
woke up early even though class was at 3pm today. (okay, nowadays my early = 10.30am.) bought lunch over to love's place because the duck sprained his ankle yesterday :( the poor ah bui. *LOL* hEY! before you start saying that i'm being mean to him by calling him names, he called himself that first de okay? :P oh and we watched music and lyrics during lunch. quite a nice show :) the song they wrote is really sweet and catchy, hehe. (watching the show made me 20mins late for pract class, hoho.)
really suffering from withdrawal symptoms. what kind, you might ask? well, this kind
(next episodes air in april for both. nuuuuu... the torture of waiting @_@)
and perhaps, even i probably even miss abit of this
being labelled as 'noob' and getting owned :D
maybe, all i need is this...
*evil grin* *runs off*
darn. sneezing my nose off already. having a splitting headache as well. just took a 3-hr nap after getting back from lunch and service in the morning. i really still feel like a zombie. been sleeping at 5am for 2 consecutive nights (thursday and friday), saturday i slept at 3am 'cause i couldn't take it already. lack of sleep! really zombified.
oh, was in sch from 3 to 6plus to discuss GE1101E project with pam, amanda and duckie on saturday. kinda surprisingly, the discussion turned out great, quite excited about our idea. just hope that we'll get a reply. if not, then so be it. we'll just have to find another way around it :/ after the discussion, love and i headed down to suntec for the food fair. when i reached the entrance i was somewhat horrified. the place was so darn smoky and crowded la! my cream white jacket T_T haiz. but no choice. already there liao. went in to eat some junk. woot. we had sharks fin soup, fried mantou with chicken, takopachi, fried veggie & yam cake, hot & spicy tofu and fishball, shaved ice with fresh fruits, mango sherbet & milk (!) and pork knuckle! some were great but some were just average. the shaved ice was from ice monster~ woot. finally gotten to eat it T_T i remember that time in taipei, the queue was so insane i didn't get a chance to try. but whoa. the price was steeeepppppp! 
Strawberry+Kiwi+Mango+Mango Sherbet+Milk+Shaved Ice :D
this is the only photo we took at the food fair 'cause the rest already eat liao then realised didn't take photo :X if you notice, this pic of the shaved ice oso nt very nice cos i already took a few bites off it liao lol~ the pork knuckle tasted great! much better than the one at marche, though if u wanna compare the sauce, of course marche's would be better.
oh yeah, last tuesday 13/3, we had another cooking session. aiyah, already lost count of the session number liaoz. anyway here are the pictures of the stuff we cooked.
From left: Steamed Crab, Mushroom rag-out, Chilli Crab and Rosti
Okay the steamed crab and mushroom rag-out was nice, chilli crab was so-so, the rosti was....T_T disasterous! 见不得光~ saded. not as easy to cook as it looks. bleah.
will someone please stop the insanity? this mad rush to complete projects, to prepare for exams? sucks. i totally despise it. hate the stress, hate the rush. it just absolutely robs me of my sleeping time and irritates the hell outta me *urgh* mood very foul lately. i mean c'mon i stayed up till 5am, lack of sleep makes jol an angry girl. (not that she already isn't :X)
watched step up with love during dinner yesterday. we had kfc because i was craving for it :P woot. quite a nice show! didn't managed to catch it in cinemas the other time but finally caught it. i tink the bf is even more inspired to go clubbing, possibly to St. James Power station..haven't been there b4. but really man, the dance moves inside the show were just "WHOA!!!!" inspiring leh! haha~ but what the heck, yours truly can't dance for nuts la. zzz. oooh and the male lead is very hot too! :X
oh, i came back and i went to look at Rosalyn's blog. i tink she's so cool, really enjoyed reading her entries :) esp. love the cartoon entry! really brought back many childhood memories there. 'cause the cartoons she mentioned, most i watch b4 when i was a small kid :D LOL. (yeah, yeah i'm not young liao... :/) anyway her latest entry is about going prawn fishing. which is so WHOA!!! 'cause that was exactly what me and BM had planned earlier to do during our holidays. we'll go on a double date (me n duckie, bm n ker) to the prawn fishing place and do overnight prawn fishing. woot. but not bad ah, ros went there liao, at least now, i kind of know what to expect and roughly where it is :P
sigh. So many stuff i wanna do! Go fisherman's wharf for oyster poppers, go prawn fishing, go St. James power station, go ubin cycle, go sentosa......AIYO! countless leh. KNS. But for now, i'll have to throw them aside and concentrate on the work at hand. sobs :( this morning when i woke up, i was thinking whether if i were working, would i be able to get more sleep and be able to spend more time 'playing' since there would not be any 'homework' to do. in the end i decided that i'd possibly be getting more rest because i'd have to rest early and wake up damn early to prepare for work. then i went to take 96. dang. the 2 girls behind me were like talking about dancing and clubbing. JEEZ. then after that they talked about working, saying that it sucks 'cause have to sleep early and wake up even earlier to go work. and cannot 'skip work' like u can skip school. very true. but the point is...why is it so freaky -_-" just this morning i was thinking about the possible perks of working instead of studying and like half an hour later there are like "drop-from-the-sky" reminders that studying is still WAY better than working. freaky....
my pc is dying -_-" i think the motherboard can't make it already. hard disk almost full to the brim. jeez. i need a new pc! :( not to mention, something is seriously wrong with my connection, it has been unusually wols recently. ah, i'm so gonna get a new pc during the 3 months semester break!
was out with the guys and girl on saturday (me, love, dan, dan's girl sherlyn and jh). it was sort of an introduction outing for sherlyn. heh. pretty girl from medicine, whose voice somehow reminds me of peiyan :X anyway we went minds cafe for dinner and some gaming. at first we wanted to watch movie but there wasn't any available good movie timings so in the end we didn't managed to catch any. and we were bored so we ended up at minds to play bored-games. hurhur. we played the say-what game. everyone picked a card and placed it over their foreheads. they can see everyone else's card except their own and everyone has to try to make the other person say whatever is on the card. each card contains either a word or an action. we didnt got around to playing the action cards. dan kept falling for the "traps" love and jh set up. lol. quite funny. and me n sherlyn just played safe and spoke very little, choosing our words wisely. haha~ after that we played ticket to ride. it was actually quite fun in the beginning but towards the end it was just dragging on and it got quite slow and boring such that i felt getting owned in dota also wasn't so sian. haha!
didn't go to church today because i couldn't wake up in time. damnit man, i really need to sleep earlier. but i guess in a way, me waking up late this morning wasn't exactly a bad thing. 'cause i got to have brunch with my mom. kinda feel bad sometimes, for not spending enough time with her. was feeling very bad mood the whole of today. guess love could read the signs when i met up with him to go to the IT show. when we got to city hall, it was just crowds and crowds of people. zzz. i believe the phrase that best describes the situation would be 'people mountain people sea', direct translation of the chinese 人山人海. in the end, didn't go in. and walked around carrefour instead. on the way i tink i saw an online friend, enton with his gf . 'cause a guy suddenly went "eh!?" and smiled at me. tat guy really looked like him, from what i make out of from friendster. haha! love and i walked around carrefour and decided what to cook on tues already. after that i took 7 back home and love went botanic gardens to meet chun and sarah.
shall post some pictures that were taken some time back 
mushroom omelette
cream of mussel
chicken spaghetti!!! :D
and also recently, on friday 9/3/07 where me and love celebrated our 6months anniversary ^_^ we went to glutton's bay for dinner (it's by esplanade) 6 months more (i.e. 1 yr anniversary), we'll upgrade to My Humble House! :X
famous hokkien mee but nt really THAT fantastic :X
ownage oyster egg! :D really damn nice
chocolate fondue at Haagen Daz@esplanade
outside the lift of my block :) me is looking sleepy~
big face!! :P
1 out of 4 mini pretty cupcakes that love got for me on saturday when he was helping out at nvac during nus open house :)
whoa. my 500th post on my blog. wow. anyway, just finished my genetics lab reports. FINALLY! but am feeling darn feverish right now :( wonder if i had come down with a fever. NooOoOooooo....please, not at this time. the killer week is just next week T_T bah...blame it on the late nights. sux! ...duckie is diligently working on his term paper. hope he doesn't get too frustrated though. aww man, i wonder how am i gonna survive thru next week. it'll probably be me and my not-so-pleasant self for the whole of next week then. SIANZ! okay...i shall now, as love puts it, go do my shadang~
i hate school. :(
KNS!!! PUIZ~!@#$%^&* LUCKY IDIOTS! AHEM! *regains composure* Please refrain from EVER bringing me to watch another manure match ever again :) Because tonight was a rather agonizing experience for me, i must say. Somemore, of all opponents, it just HAD to be against liverpool. KAO! Really ah, fate like machiam playing tricks on me, 真过分. Just HAD to go and make me dig up all the old grudgeful feelings. I mean come on, when was the last time i even caught an EP match? Possibly in 2002, back when i was in jc. haven't caught any ever since. Aiz, really man, just keep me AWAY from manure matches. don't let me remind myself of how much hate i have for manure, can? pretty pwease? T_T 'cause you can assured of the dire consequences of bringing back those feelings...like how i just went and pissed off one of my friends who is an avid manure fan :X
On another note, spent my saturday afternoon slacking. haha! played gem shop and watched 2 episodes of heroes. wooT! then after tat love came by to pick me and we went paradiz center. Went suki sushi for dinner. No buffet :( was ala carte. Due to the inflexibility of the menu, we couldn't order the 26pieces salmon sashimi and thus me and love got quite sian diaoz and only ate alittle there. think we only ordered chawanmushi, agadashi tofu and soft shell crab. later when we crossed the road to search for a place to watch the match, most of the places all full house le. but we managed to get some seats at the Mr. Bean's Cafe. After we ordered some food, i suddenly saw a familiar face. It was zhiwei, my sec schmate and also cheeseng's friend. then i was wondering if cheeseng was with him when suddenly i saw cheeseng. haha! then zhiwei told cheeseng and cheeseng was like "eh?!" very qiao leh hahah! he came over to say hi to love as well. Anyway, we ordered mushroom soup, fried calamari, aglio olio pasta. dan had chicken pie and jh ordered a mango smoothie. surprisingly, the food was not bad at all! :) very yum. especially the soup, pie and pasta. heh.
Mmm...less than one week to our 6months anniversary. wow. time really flies huh? So fast meh? xD while on the bus today love and i thought of even more things we should try and attempt to cook. but quite a pity - time isn't on our side. will have to write them down :)
oh, here's the pixtures of the dinner we had at marche on tuesday.
woo, card system liao o.o
#1 Must Have - Rosti! :D
#2 Must Have - Fried Calamari
Something me and love have been wanting to try but never got the chance till today - Pork Knuckle
Crepe with chocolate icecream and fruits. the icecream was darn good sia, but the fruits were...:/ the grapes were really what you call "sour grapes" hurhur.
i also had mushroom soup but i was too busy savouring it, i forgot to take a picture of it -_-"
i must say, what a week. emotions ranged from blissfully happy right down to where the confidence level just hit rock bottom. first off, 2 CAs. physics on wed, biochem today (fri) :( failed one, passed one. bah. *shucks* quite sucky la. 'cause the biochem paper was super easy but yet i still failed. sad-ed. but it's like abit fail until want to laugh. because it isn't that we didn't know the answers, it was that either we think too much or gana tricked by the questions -.-" sianx0rs! so dumb sia. guess it boils down to knowing the concepts extremely well. meh. i should really trust my intuition more and stop second-guessing myself. probably wouldn't have failed IF i had done so. yeah yeah..stupid IF. haha! and we were all feeling quite "relieved" that we did some slacking on thursday evening/nite (eg. watched hana kimi etc.) because of the fact that even if we HAD spent the extra time studying, we wouldn't have scored any better so might as well have made used the extra time for some R & R and make ourselves happier too. Yep, we sure are glad we slacked! lol. me and love even cooked our own dinner even though both of us had test on friday morning :X The pictures are with love but we cooked chicken pasta, mushroom omelette and opened a can of cream of mussel soup with freshly fried bacon bits =) yum!
after school today, went to meet ling at cine to have dinner and watch Norbit. the show was...it isn't exactly my type of show but well, it was funny la. felt quite sad for the loser though...but eventually, a GOOD ENDING saved the day. haha!
5,6,16,17,28,35,14
these 7 numbers equals 10 million bucks. did anyone won any money? LOL. me and love spent 20 bucks but didn't win anything. bah :/
whoa, im very tired le. no energy liao. sleepy. haven't been getting enough sleep recently, pimples getting worse and worse T_T *sobs* and my left hip hurts because of some stupid idiotic b**** who blindly pushed the glass door of the MD library and hit me with it. KAO. Bloody hell.