issit me or issit my blog's gt this stupid popup ad abt some vitamin? -_-" *sheesh* anyway, yes im still sick, if everyone dun already know. coughing like mad now. zzz dunno wad is wrong. sigh. hmm, today had alex chang's lessons for the whole day ^^ hehe fridays r usually nice cos TGIF & also it's alex chang's 4hr lecture+1hr tut! heh heh. but sad man, he's gonna leave us soon, really dun wanna see him go, sure miss him alot. He's a really nice teacher, knows how to teach and crack jokes at the right time too. Haiz. If it was one of the yin du ren tat take over, be prepared to hear me whine and complain like hell man. So far all the yin du ren (lecturers/tutors) that i come across all super lazy and have lousy teaching attitude. It isnt only in the case of my OBC practial teacher, it's oso the case for zq's fren's microbio practical tutor. Oh but there's the exception of my last sem mentor. She's a really nice tutor, patient, understanding. :/
Just finished watching 3 episodes of spiral. Eh. I know I watch at a very slow speed. lol. Erm, not bad at all though, is kinda like a detective story, eventually we'll know abt the mystery behind "The Blade Children"...Woo. So far all i know is these children are cursed.
Hmm, are some things better left unsaid, better if u avoid them and not bring it up at all? Or should one bring it all out and talk about it, hoping that something can be worked out? I think I think too much -_-" Need to go out window shopping for abit if not stuck at home too long the brain oso think in one direction nia. Eek! Stifled environment ne! Conditions the brain to ...blah blah blah :x okie. pen off here
finally done OBC tuitorial and posted in the toopid ITP board. Hate it leh. Dun like to post. :/ Jie's finally back from her trip. Still cant get her project opened, have no clue why, keeps hanging my computer -_-".
Sigh. Had an argument again. Am I being too petty to get angry over such things? Apparently he thinks I am. Or I assume that. But sometimes I really simply cannot stand his jokes. They're really intolerable and can be really insulting. Oh heck. Whatever. I know im bitching but do i care? No, I dun give a damn. Im off to sleep now, hopefully tml's gonna be a better day.
was feeling abit bored :x abit siao abt vandread. heh heh. ah. still so many things not done, OBC tuitorial, ITP posting, Physio quiz, copy Cell bio notes etc etc. Woo. Many many. If i continue procrastinating like wad im doing right now, confirm never get done :x
today had obc lab pract. haiz. really kenot stand obc practs, most cos of the tutor but wad to do leh. Bo bian. stuck wif her till end of sem. haiz,,,dread dread dread sia. urgh.
was raining cats and dogs almost the whole of today. then zq, yf and me had to make our way from 40 to 83. so we took the SUPER ULTRA LONG but DRY way. So damn exhausting! like i predicted, when we reached 83, the rain stopped. hurhur.
Shit. This is bad. I'm really starting to feel bored and easily irritiated. Getting rather irritated and impatient at some ppl right this moment. Crap. I think I go watch Vandread epi 11 before I flare up at some innocent soul. Oh wait. American Idol 3 is on!! Oh My! Wahahhaha time for a good laugh hahaha xD
Nothing much today I guess, still sick (as usual). Ept Kzee is back. Feelings? - Neutral. Went to fool around in gamma d4 alittle then l8er at lunar alittle too. Sigh. My cough is getting worse. -_-" Starting to cough more now. Currently still receiving mRO from pachie, l8er gonna dl spiral. woot. Hmm, watching vandread epi 10 soon. ^^
yay~ haha, the teddy bear (yes, tat's me ^^v) is in better spirits today! cos finally the issue resolved le :D so happy hahaha...okie im going mad. anyway went to sch today despite feeling sick. had usual classes..blahblahblah..lessons r boring. -_-" went for lunch at canteen 3, 2nd time i stepped into canteen 3 :x heh heh...so now u noe how often i eat at np. Somehow the food looks more appetisizing than the first time when i came. Carl saw me at the canteen 3 but i din see him so he called me and made me spot him out from the crowd, lol.
ITP presentation was...how shld i say? disasterous? Lol. Our dear Angie deleted all our presentations from the thumbdrive (by accident) !!! @_@ Bad start eh? Lol. Then when it was my turn to present, haiyo, suddenly so nervous, voice keep breaking liddat and speak until no voice. eek. Think throat too dry. Then one of my team mate's speech/slide really really wordy and long, everyone falling asleep lol~ den leader quickly passed a note to him wif the words "Better cut short!!!" wah. That nearly sent me laughing like mad while standing infront of the whole class, but i really tried to control le, juz that it was so funny. Keke.
Dear came over visit me. Buwee me by closing & signing out my msn for me while i trying to tok to ppl -_-" zzz disturb only. Keep on wanting me to buy woods peppermint cough syrup for my cough. Eeeyer. So nan chi. Im nt buying and definitely nt eating man. Eww. :x ............Hmm, wonder how is jie liao. Kinda miss her somehow? Haha. Hope she's fine. 28th den she'll be back. Oh and teddy bear went to see doctor for the 3rd time this month. *sheesh* This time see chinese doctor. Hope can get well man. Im really craving for that curry puff for a long time now. :P ........So whats wif yellow? Issit in season or something? Seems like so far all the blogs I visit are yellow liddat? Why huh? :/ ..........Planning something soon, gathering ideas atm. Just in case I fall sick anytime during that week or wad *choy*, so Im planning ahead!!! Hehe, need to get materials to make the stuff i plan. Mmm, buy something oso can. Better write down my ideas! ^^ Wheee~~
Currently watching Vandread episode 7 (Finally Dear's anime not collecting dust anymore :x) Nice leh. So funny. Dita & Hibiki really cute couple :D Might actually finish watching ALL the disks since no more pt to chiong. heh heh.............
tml's the day i need ta go back to sch, but my dumb ear's still ringing away. sigh. feeling very paranoid and depressed now. want to cry but i cant. din sleep well last nite. i seriously tink i tink too much for my own good. now all i can tink of is wad is he doing, why hasnt he called, wad is he thinking etc etc. everything that's passing thru my mind is abt him, him, him. ahhhhhh. going nuts. i really miss him and i cant do anything abt it. i know i shld just leave him alone to think but i cant. i miss him alot! ~T_T~
really hate the way i feel now. i wish someone would just shoot me down with a gun. im still feeling terrible. headache/ear ache/jaw ache/sorethroat/cough/fever. all my medicine eat finish le but im not even half way to the route of recovery. i tink i'll have to go see doctor on monday again. but monday there's presentation...sigh. nvm that. i used to have the will to want to recover fast, but this time i wonder where's the will. may sound like im exaggerating but that's exactly how im feeling, i feel like a terminally ill person. maybe i am, or soon to be. mom thinks it's funny when i say that. i beg to differ. i tink it's better for me to die now. here.
been quite awhile since i talked to sam kor. kinda missed him alittle. but den suddenly saw icq msg from him o.O have something i wanna ask him abt, but den on 2nd thought i dun feel like asking him anymore cos i know how he's gonna answer it anyway. Asked 2 ppl abt the issue yesterday - kor & glad. Both gave me exact same answer which is wad i tink also, i guess i juz need to be firm abt it. But den i oso dun wan to see him upset. no choice i guess. i really thought he was different, but i guess no matter how different, people still are basically human. People change, thoughts change, situations change etc etc. So if i can tell myself this, why the heck am i still so upset? ..............
sigh...im still sick....i cant believe it. im so weak. T.T think i'll nv get well. everyday when someone asks me if im feeling better, my replies are all the same. "Same as yesterday" :( wonder when will i get well. haiz. Din eat much these few days. Dun feel like eating, dun feel like doing anything. Sleep too much oso get headache. haiz..someone pls keel me if they can. Still had to do ITP posting. Phew. finally done it though. Now thinking of wad else I can do that isnt too strenuous. Oh. Sidenote: Hacking of ept accounts have gone up to 208. :/
Awwww...i really really really want to get my milky white ps2 real real real BAD!!! urgh. Still can remember when I spotted it at the corner of my eye on new year's eve at bugis' sony shop. Deardear din even let me go near it at first. He straightaway block me and din let me go near T.T But lucky i fought and won :x (actually i tink he let me...oh well doesnt matter as long i get to see the milky white ps2~!) :D~ Finally saw it....388 bucks o.O! bundled wif GTA3! although dun like GTA3, but i tink the price is reasonable wor. Deardear dun let me buy. urgh. Then recently caca gt pay le den he say he want to get. Eek. Spite me >,<
ahem. YAY!!!!! Finally it's up! Lots of thx to grandson for helping me w the initial stuffs. lol~ funny ar, starting tis blog on lunar new year eve.hehe new beginning i suppose? well, im still sick...sobsob...everyone says "aiyo why u so weak 1" urgh. cant help it guys. :/ im damn weak T.T now stupid ear's block till i cant hear much but when i speak, omg, it's terribly loud ! And there's this stupid irritating ringing in the left ear! urgh.
went for reunion dinner @gramps place. felt kinda weird at first but then l8er on ok le. din eat much cos no appetite anyway. drank a few sips of red wine. not bad, but i still dun like red wine taste somehow >_<
talked to chris again. awww. his gf broke up wif him. saying he's too good for her and she wants to study. ah. poor guy's lost now. :/ guess he can only wait. well, oso heard abt cousin w. My cousin w , used to be really gangster like. Anyone who hears of wad he did can only come to a conclusion - That he's one big Chao Ah Beng. He smokes, drinks, does nothing everyday 'cept hang out with his friends, has his hair dyed/bleached to golden brown or yellow. U would tink he would nv turn over a new leaf. Guess wad? He did. Now he's so damn decent, even his hair is black! How? Well, all i can say is...the power of lurve. Apparently his girlfriend made him turn over a new leaf and now he's so darn decent i almost couldnt recognise him juz now. *sigh. Power man. So why is this affecting me? dunno ._. sigh. issit bcos i feel tat all i can ever talk abt is games, games, games? Or that everytime one of us tries to tok a serious topic, the other one either is disinterested or makes a joke out of the whole thing such that the convo cant continue? I dunno ._. maybe im tinking too much. shall pen off here then.