.:Today:.
went to watch shrek 2 at causeway point with justin. was 3 minutes late! but he already reached there and looks like waiting very long le. dotz. lol. anyway the show damn farnie man. pig was right, i really did like the Puss in Boots. lol. super cute ^^ esp. when he show the puppy dog eyes. awwww... lol super funny. bleah. :P after tt, went to eat early dinner den came home. fell asleep on the mrt on the way home, nearly missed my stop. x.x
juz finished watching the mummy returns on tv. so here i am now, blogging. oH...mingz finally back frm aussie le~~ keke...he sent me some of the pictures he taken there. wootz. the pictures of the gorges (the 12 apostles) really looks like it's taken off some geography textbook! oh man. damn nice lor...wish i was there :( speaking of which, long time no go holiday le...sigh. :/
.:Sunday:.
as usual woke up early, went gym. did the usual stuffs lor den after tt super hungry. ate 1 big bowl of noodle (vegetarian de, but very nice) and half a plate of duck rice+bean curd and yet still nt full. x.x pengz man. den came back home played pt while dl-ing anime. kao. den lag like siao lor. died twice wor. so much xp fly. sobz. but really damn lag. cant even see the mob for at least half a minute. when the mob finally reappear i oso appear flat liao and i see the 3 buttons "field/town/quit" KAO! anyway had dinner, mom cooked cream of potato and carrot! DAMN NICE ^^ den dunno y finished dinner only fell asleep le. :X yes, i slept at 8.30pm yesterday. wah gt ppl jio me go pt le...continue later...bbl :X
normal ordinary morning today, woke up especially early cos need to stay home guard house lol. no la. gt ppl come and check the roof and water pipes all that. stupid roof leaking again. cos the damn stupid old hag upstairs is so damn stubborn, inconsiderate. er. nvm. lol. i shall not touch there. too many 'damn's le. >_> *cough
so played pt lor, den when ca woke up, duo-ed with him in d4 till 4pm. den gt ready to go meet jing at suntec. wah super late. church service, aka campus, starts at 5.30 i reached at 5.40. wah felt damn guilty sia. i ran like siao lang all the way frm city hall mrt to eng wah cinema the area there. wah. in the end, the great grampz aka cheesey ah pek was SUPER LATE. toopid ah pek. :X lol the service was alright lor. at first abit overwhelmed. @_@ but then later it felt alot like chapel back in the good old sajc days. so i was fine with it le. keke. den at the end dunno why suddenly i juz started joining in the singing oso? unconsciously? dunno why? keke. but the reading of the bible part (sorry i forgot wad's it called >_<) was not too bad. know abit more abt christ lor. :) hmm, maybe wanna drag mom along go church with me. on 2nd thought, i let mom choose the church. ^^ alright i better go sleep. need to go gym tml. 2 weeks nv go liao. si le. tml sure si. >_>
nothing much really today. yawnz. thot today will go out, in the end din. sianz. so rot at home lor. watch tv, played abit gb (really abit) and pt lunar.
watched abit of nip | tuck oso. sad sia. gt tis fat lady, she wants to have an op (plastic surgery) so that can give herself a whole new makeover. but then the psychologist say tt she's in depression state, advised one of the doc not to operate on her, as in dun even wanna accept her as a client la. the other doc however thinks otherwise.(he;s those money do the talking type -.- while his partner, the other doctor, is the one with the conscience.) both doctors are so different in personality sometimes really wonder why they are good friends and are even partners in this business. so, sadly in the end, the fat women killed herself. haiz. den one of the doc's son wanted to go for a circumsition, cos he thought his girlfriend liked it. but he had some trouble getting one, cos his father din allow i tink or think tt he din need one but den anyway despite all odds, he FINALLY gt the circumsition done. he goes to his girlfriend, wanting to give her a surprise. Guess wad? he got a surprise himself. He found out his girlfriend is a lesbian. OMg. @_@ all that trouble for a lesbian girlfriend!? so sad man. sigh. but tis is a really nice show man, way better than the OC :P but sometimes abit.....morbid? or wad do u call it...gruesome? especially when they show the operating table and all. urgh. i always cover my eyes one. lol so much blood and body parts... wah kenot take it >_< *shiver* i remember once was when they were doing liposuction on this fat spanish guy, den the spanish guy's brother suddenly come into the operating theatre and tried to stop the operation. wah lao. the fats splurted everywhere sia. EWww. >_> den there was also the identical twins one. last week. they wanted to look different, tired of looking like each other. den operate lor. wah again got blood splurting. urgh @_@ all the bloody stuff, bloody body parts really make me ~_~ weak. really wonder why am i in bms hor. medicial field leh. sure must see blood 1. si le la. >_>
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WoOtZ!!!!! *screams & jumps around* fAnTAsiA wOn~!~!~!~! wAhaHAhahaha. YAY~~~~~~~~~ *gets knocked in the head by toy hammer* ouch, i noe i sound as though is like my fren tt win liddat lol.....wahhahahahah but anyway...YAY~~~~
woke up real early tis morning, cos i couldnt sleep. =/ insomnia? haha. so woke up at 7++ to check results. wah. dear already wide awake, which is a miracle :X den he refuse to let me see my results first. =.= must let him login and see first. so ok lor. den wAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!! happy wif my results lor!!!! hehehe except........the ad why from WAA, IS module =.= dotz. and toopid CATS really waste time waste effort waste money waste resources and get a sheety lousy B+. SUX MAN!!! heh...ziqin, angie and yf all did very well too. hehehe...happy for them...for those who din, dun sad. must jia you!!!!
today although was feeling rather sick (BUT DAMN RELIEVED!!!!) went to catch The Day After Tml wif dear at PS. was kinda indecisive but went in the end anyway. :X den reached ps gv. wHoA~ sHo SoO mAnY pPlez WoR! Queue was so darn long @_@. Show was......average. not enuff devastation/destruction. the feeling of the storm/global tragedy was somehow LOST at certain parts of the show, esp. the later parts. zzz. i tink shrek2 would have been better. oh well.
after movie walked frm ps to taka, on the way saw ruowen. ^^ my x jc schoolmate. so long nv see her le~~ keke. den went lib@orchard awhile. was really tired den dear took so long to find the books. haiz. in the end argued and end up both angry even when reach bus stop. den i juz stoned at the bus stop when 14 came for the 2nd time he ask me want to go or nt i told him to ownself go. den i ownself take another bus back. zzz. sian. came back, din eat dinner. mother juz came home from gym. den dear called, was going to sort out the argument earlier mah. den mom there saying "eh come home only tok tok tok on the phone, u went out to play not to work u noe. come back still tok and nv do anything. come and cook ur own dinner!!!" so i thought "fine i'll cook my own then, u cook urs first then." so i continued toking to dear. but NOOOOOOO. it wasnt liddat. "why u still talking there?! ask u come and cook ur own dinner liao still talking there, im not going to serve u u noe! wad is tis!?" and other stuff and i cant remember wad she said. WAH LAO EH. SUPER PEK CHEK LOR. and somemore at that time i already damn pek chek. was trying to settle the argument and on the other gonna listen to her nagging i couldnt take it i juz flared up and shouted at her >_> but dunno why voice tio choked by tears. urgh siao liao. i hate it when i get too angry and i cry. stupid weird reaction. so no choice had to end the call and go cook. den when i finally step into the kitchen, mom was like "i say u abit nia u cry for wad, siao ar?" dotdotdot. dunno how to reply =.= so juz explained tat i gt pek chek cos one hand trying to resolve argument and the other hand she there nagging. sheesh.
hmm. sigh. pig gonna be so busy all the way till 25 june. :( and im gonna be so bored here except to go out nia. haix. maybe really shld hav taken up tat job offer tat time. sighz. oh well. gotta tink of something else. no chalet to go to tis yr oso. wah i feel so pathetatic. sobx.
i wan to KEEL mr. giappy. he's making me really ....urgh!!! UNFAIR UNFAIR!!! *whines like a kid* WHY DOES HE ALWAYS GET TIX TO GO TO ALL THE NICE GIGS! That time he won tix to mtv music awards 2004, recently he went to black eyed pea's gig and now...he juz told me he gt LP tix. aRgh! i WaNt to HoOt hiM lEr lA! gRr. oh nvm, juz kope his LP tix can liao *evil* mUAhahahhahahahahahha :X
went to the chinese doctor at bukit batok there. bleah. he say i late slp tts y tonsils infected again. aww man. >_> watched abit of ami 3. whEe~~~ hoPe FaNtAsiA de fAnTastic will win man~~~~!!! im rooting for her!!! go gurl~ wOOtz!
carlman's archer gt hacked. my reaction --> "..." Perf 17-25 AR 82 +5 AS SAGI, AS WING, AS FPA & 1.4mil gold (ok, to me, gold is nothing.) Haiz. anyway. yet another example/reason not to play pt so hard yea? :/ get hacked only everything poof >_< though im still alittle bit xin yang to see my archer in an as sup with a +6 sagi. :X lol.
last few words b4 i pen off......why the exam results still nt out -.- *abit gan jiong* haiz.....and.......to h3bebe: cheer up ok!!! and i really tink ur attitude aint bad at all compared to mine. :P and dont go bullying all the poor chickies when u're upset k...:X lol
Whoa. ok. now im REALLY REALLY REALLY STRESSED. whoever said problems become smaller when u share it wif ppl really needs to be shot in the head! urgh. im now back to square one, from square 20 i fall back to 1. This is CRAP, DAMNIT! AhHHhhH the thing is really driving me crazeeeeee. i have nv gotten so paranoid abt this up till now. nvm. *takes in deep breath* must try to calm down. *inhale, exhale* ok ok...dun think!!! urgh. anyway, later maybe going to see chinese doctor abt the stupid throat :/ maybe i do have some chronic illness ba ~_~ anyway, life's really like a vacuum cleaner. go figure.
juz now played abit of pt. darn. dunno why everytime i play sure must die 1 time. sheesh. and is always fifi hai si wo. today, i pressed the wrong key, pressed f7 (avalanche) when i shld press f6 (arrow of range). so, low on health, i stood there and ava the fifi, in the midst of ava i realised my mistake and keep jamming my 1 button but in the end, *URGH* and i kissed the sandy desert of d4. >_< so went to play gunbound abit lor. really long time nv play, aiming sux le. lol. but the last match i play really tyco. 3 v 2 wor (no chicks, all dbl wooden and above). me and another ger, both of us using sate. our 3rd teammate lagged out. so i tot 'si le sure tio buwee'. cos gt 1 boomer, 1 aduka and 1 nak. so juz played like normal. wah den they 3 all gang up against my team mate...T_T so she died. den when she came down i accidentally shot her abit T_T den the 3 again kill her off. kns. den left 1 life nia. = if they take me, they win. but den, miracle happen sia. i killed the aduka once, teammate killed the boomer, i miraculously bunged the aduka the 2nd time he came back for 'revenge' AND killed him for the 3rd time when he tried to bunge me. LOL!!!! luCKY!
under the weather again. sigh. fever 38.4 degrees. throat swollen, feels like a plate is lodged in my throat. >_> was supposed to watch shrek 2 with justin today. but crap, i fell sick. urgh. den today, jie ask me go ubin cycling. d0tz. why always when i sick until can hardly crawl outta bed den ppl ask me out =.=" anyway she call alot of times till my handphone vibrate till battery flat @_@
results gonna be out soon wor. gan jiong man. :/ den 10th june gt the elective appointment le. i dun wan to choose toopid vb liao. *eWw*
bored x infinity. really bored of games and everything leh. how?! haiz. slacking like this really making me throw more tantrums. sigh. going nuts ler.
sampat kor bought me a panda stick last nite..!!! tEe hEe~!~!~! ^^ really muz thank him, cos i really cant afford it @_@ last nite went in gb go stand there be free frag cos pig wanted to train his boomer, so i played random and was there pm-ing frens. not bad ar, i pm all the way i still won some games when i actually anyhow play LOL. Lady Luck still cares abt noobs like me, haha
on to more serious stuffs. *sigh. really dunno wad to think again. i look back at my life again, maybe im just being paranoid again. i dunno. the thing IS still bugging me, though i tink i shld be able to sigh a sigh of relief. but den how come i cant? sometimes i really cant stand myself for not thinking ahead, for being illogical, dumb, naive, paranoid, spiteful(?)....sigh. chong tong bu ru duan tong right? but....urgh. nvm. i dunno wad im saying and i oso dun wish to think anymore. a fren said that i need to hurt in order to heal. i dun agree. if i were to hurt, i'd probably refuse to heal AT ALL.
mAn!!! fInAlly Jasmine's out! wOot! Now it's down to Diana and Fantasia. Fantasia!!! U go gurl~!~! hmm, i really really hope Miss Piggy dun win. LOL. I like to call her 'Na Ge Fei De' I'm sorry, i know tats mean but i cant help it lol. >_>
Finally im a double wood axe in gb. Haiyo. But really...I still play like a noob. My sate skills aint all there yet, boomer is WAY outta my league; only hit AIR with boomer. I tink i'd go train aduka. sigh. im really back at tis man. my fren, she played for 4 days only reached dbl wood x faster than me le. awww. >_< and her boomer skills already nt bad for a noob, damn pain T-T *sigh totally get pwned by the average player in gb leh. h0wz? lol hopeless le ~_~
woo..i lurve my new pc :x esp. the sound system lol. mage's waterado really sound like tsunami and archer's avalanche simply r0x man the sound. so solid lol. ok...i tink i abit addicted to gb le. though i still chickie nia....*kfc*.... >_> shld i go find job. sigh. dunno oso leh. 1 month liddat till sch reopens but is like too short to work yet too long to slack it off...sheesh. recently weather's been really terrible. melting liao <_< alright...TIME TO SLP~~~~~ :P *mine's a daikin*
ahhhhhhhh...bms class list out liao!!!!! I'm in 2M02~!~!~! sad-ed man. 1M02 tio split le~~~ mostly split between 2M02 and 2M03....*sigh i thought wont split de leh...kns >_> how leh...our "4 da mei nu" all 2M02 except angie!!! T______T :((((((((((
FINALLY!!! ....at long last, my pc is finally up and operational! w0oTz! chEerz & lots of thanks to my piggy dear :X lol~ the pc really fast but noisy leh. cpu fan really bu ting hua. so loud. *sobz* but really fast, log in pt loading time cut half! oMg! was so shocked~ haha and finally can make use of my altec lansing sound system le. *phEw* also formatted my laptop. so now laptop nothing de. ~_~ wc3 & NFS:Underground all PoOf liao. :/ sigh. heng heng gt PT & gunbound. today went to dear's place to format the pc and laptop. wah. cannot take it. cable connection speed so fast T_T , download stuffs at his place so fast T_T , make me even more gian to get cable. And...i oso feel like getting wireless router. :X den can surf on my laptop anywhere in the house, even in the bathroom! OoPs. :X ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ... but then. *snaps back to reality* insufficient vitamin M. so everything no need to say liao. Boo~
days passing by even worse each day. haiyo. sometimes really dread holidays. my mind will just switch to the ultimate depression mode or some sort. sheesh. i tink i need to keep myself occupied b4 i go nuts again. ha. too bored = slip into depression
went to get my p-ata 80gb hdd at sls. sigh. had to fork out 140 bucks fer it. urgh. >_> xing tong.
played pt today, at u3, with the old gang. sigh. after so long of "disappearance" i made my comeback today from being MIA. perhaps they always play together, just that i today came back n join them after so long, half a yr maybe? somehow, i felt awakard being back. maybe it's just me. i dunno. but definitely me and L really have a even greater distance apart now. For one, we once 'competed' for AS[archer spec] items gotten by the party, since both of us are archers. Now that she trained a 5x going to 6x Priestess, we really can be PT's greatest rivals liao. Whatever stuff that is PRS or AS, we both gonna fight for it liao. Bah. I dun wanna sound bitchy or anything but seriously i do somehow foresee a 'fight' if this continues. silent war. i hate tis. First it was the attention of the other party members. Then is the AS items. And now? AS & PRS items. argh. Never going to end. Just pray that we dont get any party drops tt is PRS or AS. @_@ Haiz. Which is why my departure in the first place was a wise move to me. :/ leave b4 anything happens. oh well. maybe i'm being me again. thinking too much, taking games too seriously again liao. diaOz~
damn annoying day somehow. sigh. was awoken in the morning by piggy's phone call. poor dear. some moronic idiot in pt buwee him T.T anyway later piggy came by and brought me breakfast ^^ ba chor mee - one of my fav~ *hao gan dong* after that watched finish fruits basket 22-26(End). Wah. Epi 25 and 26 really had me stunned. Especially end of 25. O_O!!! And 24 is really damn boring. yawnz. i believe it's the one abt the yuki-kun fan club president. boring :/ oh well. my favourite character is still baka neko ~ kyo-kun ^^ heh heh
asked rt abt the problem wif the sata hdd. uh. everytime i talk to him abt computer hardware, i always get quite intimidated. i know it's just me, but i really really sound like a big computer hardware baichi infront of him. read frm the msi forums that alot of ppl having problems installing win xp into their sata hdd, which is exactly same problem im going thru but den when i tell rt, he goes "ok mah, shouldnt have a problem, quite easy wad, i tink u nv configure bios properly." *cough cough* den he directed me to hardwarezone forum thread where he wrote a faq on sata. i read it, told dear to read it oso and diaoz~ both of us dun understand a single thing in the thread ^^" dear even funnier, he said "please ask your fren to explain it in newbie terms please." really. simply dunno wad is the thread abt. it's totally greek to me. but the ppl who go to tat forum, understand wad's the thread abt. sheesh. nvm. i admit im really a hardware baichi. >_>
sigh. sometimes, when i reflect on myself, i feel that my temper hasnt even changed one bit. i'm always saying "im going to change blah blah blah" but yet my temper has nv really changed -.-" in fact i tink it got worse. sigh. as years pass, my fuse is REALLY getting shorter & shorter. how T-T and the poor person that has to tolerate it is dear. -.-" sometimes i can be so idiotic and juz flare up, not even considering how he will feel after i flare up. i know he always get very agitated when i get angry or upset. I dun want him to get agitated lor but i just always forget when i get 'provoked' and i'll just flare up. :/ aiyer. pig, i know i very mafan la. gomen na saiiii ~ T_T ....oh yea...and the "play game like fighting a war" thing ~_~ uh...guilty as charged. gotta learn to enjoy instead of keep on want to compete and keep on wan to win nia. must learn to play for enjoyment and nt be 'at war' wif everyone else x.x
*fuming* DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN THOSE PPL!!!!!! NO TASTE OR WHAT?! DAMN U PEOPLE! AMERICAN IDOL 3 TOTALLY SUX TO THE CORE NOW. THE VOTERS ALL SUX. I CONDEMN THE SHOW!!!! KNS KNS KNS!!! WHAT THE HELL MAN. Those idiots voted off the best singer in the competition! FREAK! What the hell are they thinking? This isnt survivor u know? U're not supposed to vote out the best singer ok!? KAOZ...BLOODY HELL. La Toya is absolutely American Idol quality ok, she shld be in the top 3 if not, DE American IDoL. She can sing so so so superbly well, way way way way better than that damn Jasmine and yet ... she gets booted out. What the hell is wrong with those people voting? All of them idiots and oxymorons. GRrrrrRrrr...SO PISSED OFF~~~~ Even Mom also cant believe it, keep saying the show sux. LOL! Really ridiculous to have La Toya voted out. That damn Jasmine, she SUX. I despise her. She cant sing, cant dance and yet she stays in. WTH~
My s-ata hdd spoilt again. T____T sad-ed. Lesson learnt? Old things (p-ata hdd) are better, more reliable :X
ZZZZ...FUMING!!!! AMI3 SUX SUX SUX SUX!!!!! 1 out of 2 of ma fav singers (La Toya & Fantasia) out le! DAmN. >_<" go chiong finish fruitbasket liao. Dun feel like chiong-ing pt today le....dun wan to go inside and get irritated by the lag and those ks-ing noobs. Will really get high blood pressure if this goes on. @_@
really irritated now. toopid s-ata hdd. T__T qi si wo le. y so idiotic! y so hard 2 configure. tml need to get a p-ata hdd. sigh....need spend at least $100 odd on it....ar..crap. den pt is freaking lag, stupid ks-ing noobs really make my blood boil. dare to ks me right under my nose. freaking idiots! now more and more idiotic noobs in d4!!!! GrRrRrRrRrrr...aRgH. go watch fruits basket le..b4 i bao xue guan.
okie...update alittle now...nowadays abit lazy ar...now that aor [pristontale update] is here, chiong my archer again :x must reach 7x and go to sanctuary! wahhahahaha! but sigh, abit sad le. so many fren accounts tio hacked, lesser and lesser frens to play wif me le. :(
hmm. actually wanted to give my blog a facelift de. but den.... :/ aor has proven too tempting than i thought. :X even anime oso nt so tempting :p but still...currently watching fruit basket, but i really really really wanna watch chrno crusade T____T , who has ar? *sob*
finally...the dreadful exams r over! feelings? nil. dunno why leh. lol. dun feel particularly happy/excited or whatever. no feeling liddat ~_~
went to catch van helsing after physio paper yesterday. woot. nice show leh. nv a dull moment :X probably watching again on monday, or maybe watch 50 first dates/dawn of the dead. dawn of the dead nice or nt? i oso dunno. :/ anyway, really liked van helsing. couldnt find/spot the microphone leh. tink i must be really blind or looking at hugh jackman too much :X after tat went wif dear to esplanade walk walk. so long nv go there le.
wahahahahhahahahahaha now holidays le, can go mad liao.! YEs! GaMEs GaMEs!!!! AOR OUT LIAO OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! downloading it now :X feel like playing cs:condition zero leh. but i sux at fps. :/ or maybe try some of the old games like splinter cell. yesterday went to try abit of splinter cell on xbox. wOo. xbox getting competitive ar. games quite nt bad ar. but i still support sony :X dun wanna freaking support ms :P
last paper tml. physio. most percentage. *gan jiong* but still, am very irritated right now. it's always liddat. just when I thought can 1 week dun quarrel, somehow or rather, at end of the week, sure quarrel. tmd. damn kns. so sickening! really damn wad lor.
i know u probably sure say me de, always my fault, i always the first one to throw tantrums, lose my cool. hell yeah, but so wad? aint like u dunno my temper liddat.
anyway, was looking in irc. saw a couple , friends of my x colleague talking. ha. so comical and cute sia the way they talking. they were saying abt how they first met den end up together blah blah blah. guess they must be kinda old liao...OoPs!? lol did i say old? hahhaa. no la, din mean it intentionally but i tink they are of marritable. They did mention abt proposing and all that. Then my x colleague was like saying she wants her bf to propose to her. traditional thinking? Yes/No. IMHO, traditional-yes but nevertheless essential. Then dunno how they tok tok tok, talk until next time children if look like the father how, curly hair nice or not la...wad features all that. aiyo. They spoke in such great detail, I tink they're really of marritable age. :X Anywayz, kinda makes me feel abit old ~_~ turning 20 tis yr. oh man. @_@ i dun wanna! thank goodness my mom has the sense and sensibility NOT to NAG me to find a boyfriend or meddle wif my love life :X *pHEw* EtErnAllY gRaTeFuL. But.........instead she has those 'bo chap' attitude. I tink she half expects me to not get married oso la. lOL. Im serious! I CAnNoT imAgiNE! omg. married. >__< family slave(housewife) for life? NOOoOOOooOOOOoooo!!! OoPs...:X *ahem*. Getting late. better go slp. dunno wad my entry is abt either. dun bother to sort. tml den edit. nite.
toopid lappy tio sasser worm! >__<" *cries* tats why din update for almost a week le. thankfully, a very loveable pig came and fix my lappy for me today. ^^ so now, can come online. keke. den like paranoid freak, download everything. not taking chances le. :X set up firewall le. bo chap. send/receive slow d0wn oso i couldnt care less. as long my precious lappy dun tio anything can le :X
went city hall and chinatown today. and guess wad. saw desmond! oh my. was such a pleasant surprise. so long nv see him le, tink got 4 years? hahah ok...4 maybe too kua zhang...but definitely more than 2. And goodness his hair is really long man.! :P hmm. was so weird sia, was juz thinking abt how he was getting along when today bump into him. keke. really you yuan ba i guess. still can remember that time in 2001, had sec3/4 class gathering at pasir ris. den he oso had his class gathering at pasir ris. den both of us the class gathering is held at those rented bungalows and somemore same days sia. but hey....most most most qiao thing was....................our bungalows were directly across each other! NEIGHBOUR! lol. farnie sia.
Just realised 1mo2 ppl...so many like to blog huh!? lol. cool cool~~~ :P .......tink later gt match? Chelsea vs Monaco! Champs league semi i tink. WoO. shld i watch? *grins*