er. been neglecting this blog for very long. dont blame it on guild wars okay? lol :x anyway, yay. i passed my napfa. silver ^^;; means no need to retake :D about 1 month more till final exam and end of this sem. eeks. means IAP soon. gawd. i dun wan~ *whines* so far finished my assignments. sickening. still got 1 more presentation pending. crap. today, worse. had such long a break i really felt like just skipping sch. -_-x in the end after morning tutorial, we went to play pool for 3 hr break. or rather, they play i watched lol. so much time to waste today. after 3 hr break had 1 hr lecture then 2 hr break again b4 iap briefing.
oh yea! SO DARN PEK CHEK WIF THE FREAKING IDIOTIC MESSED UP Project superstar results. WHAT THE HELL LOR! How can Junyang be out! KNS! TMD~ how can it be. i dun wan to watch liao. junyang out i sian liao. he's so good, yet he's out. wat the hell. kelvin's singing is not too bad only. but junyang is obviously better. how can they let kelvin win!? wad the hell...so pissed off and sad lor. yesterday when junyang out, i was so sad i cried. haiz. how can they do this to him! urghhhhh......at first when i watched the result show, i was damn happy at first. cos that stupid 42inch fat bitch finally out :X WAHAHAHAHAHAH. then when i still celebrating, suddenly make me so sad. haiz~~~ nOooOo....T_T i dun wan watch ler....*sob* junyang....T_T~~~
my main char in guild wars, my necro/mesmer is finally 20. yay~ haha. okay i go in liao. stop here :X
im single again. after 2 yrs, 1 mth and 5 days. im not sad. but im relieved. relieved that i finally saw the true colours of the person that i've been with for so long. that he's such a petty guy i cant even stand him and sometimes wonder why im even with him. dont worry abt me. im fine. for now. just that no more guild wars for me and back to singlehood again. exams are near. anyone wanna buy over my acct?
okie. very very long nv update ler. oso cant really keep up wif my anime liao. everytime i got a new game to play, everything oso heck xD haha, no lah =p well, school work this week is free week ba. taking a breather from all that crazy madness last week. den since last friday, have been playing guild wars already. now my main char is 15. at this rate, i tink 2 weeks can max lvl ba. but still very dissatisified cos cant seem to find a nice spell combo as well as character job combi. too versatile liao all the characters. oh well. anyway tml got napfa. i already ren ming. im going to buang the whole thing. i cant keep my old record liao. sec sch is sec sch. now is now. i already never train for napfa or exercise properly since my jc days, which is like 3 yrs ago. so tml i going to fail ^_^ nitez
Reached home, watched tv. was still okay de. then asked zq send me the proteo n wisp slides. wad the shyt. my connection got problem, cannot receive. so okay, she sent to my gmail. i went to open gmail. downloading at 11.1kb/s WHAT THE HELL! ok nvm, slowly wait. abit pek chek liao.
as if it couldnt get any worse. the best part is still to come. pig called and ask me abt wad time exactly he can come and fix my pc. (change casing n add new hard disk) the original plan was he come at 8, den do until 1, when i end classes. but today den i remember got lab pract after wisp and somemore we going to rehearse at 8am. so i told him i cant liao. he purposely plan his schedule and everything, made plans to come to my place and fix my comp then suddenly i realised i cant meet him so then he got angry, i got angry. so both of us started arguing and quarrelling. really fiercely. i was yelling and shouting like mad. as if it would get any better. another stupid thing happened. the other person in my house, was listening to the argument though she is watching the damn tv show. she first started with her unnecessary comments. like "Aiyo...why u so fierce..." then started asking so many damn bloody freaking unimportant questions. so...this is just great lor, on one hand, i had to argue over the phone and on the other i had to explain in a calm manner the reason why im arguing. What The Flying donkey lor. of course, as the arguments & "explanations" proceeded i got more and more frustrated such that i started yelling at both sides already. i got so angry i felt like i was going to bao xue guan or get myocardinal infarction or something. then of cos i got yelled at from both sides lar but i dun care man, they were asking for it. anyway, in the end, mom started yelling back oso liao, cos she couldnt stand my yelling. fine, so i told her in the most possible calm manner (u know how hard it is to try to speak calmly when u're fuming mad?!) that i didnt want to talk to her abt this anymore and ask her to stop asking questions. but seriously, i still tink it's partially her fault that i yelled at her. who ask her not to mind her own business and catch me at the wrong time. then after that pig oso calmed down ler. i tink cos he heard her screaming at me. (see how loud she was yelling as well?) somehow i duno why, i tink is out of pity for me or what, but pig always stops yelling whenever my mom starts to yell at me. so yeah, then he gave me a crash-course lecture on how to dismantle my cpu and fix it into my new casing. going to do that on saturday.
was already dying from the stress of wisp and proteo. though on the outside, i look damn bloody relaxed. actually im super stressed lor, still am now. and the argument totally kill off every bit of optimism left in me. so now im feel like a zombie liao. lack of sleep. fatigue. peeved. and before you start saying "aiyah big deal lah....." im telling you, yes, it's cause THE WHOLE WORLD owes me a big deal, got it?
went to school early today to do proteo ppt. haiz. finally we got started! i think i'd really die if i had to do it alone. heng got ziqin and yifang =) after that we had IL 2 lab from 1 to 6. alot of incubation time today. all 1 hr =/ so during one of the breaks, we tried to go rehearse the wisp roleplay thing. omg. i see us act, damn funny until i cannot control my laughter. cham. i tink need more rehearsals to train my ability to control my laughter. @_@ i tink so far only yuting very professional. cos she can control her laughter and act very well. lol. me, ziqin n yifang very jia lat. laugh until pengz de.
reached home after a LONG day at school. did something which i shouldnt have. that is to log into pig's guild wars acct and play my necromancer :X hurhur. necromancer r0x leh! =รพ Can summon undead as long as there are dead corpses nearby, absorp enemy hp and use it as my own. but i cant really decide on a good 2nd job for my necromancer. cos SEEMS like too pro liao xD i definitely wont choose necro/ele. and necro/monk is damn weird. one dark one light magic, 2 extremes. super odd. but can consider. johnny kor suggested necro/ranger. then can have many minions and pets liao. let ppl do all the killing. LOL. but nah. dun tink i will choose that oso. so left what? necro/mes.
haiz. my heart so pain now! xim tia xim tia. im going to deplete 3/4 of my hard earned savings this coming wednesday (most prolly). decided to buy new casing+new power supply+guild wars. after that i can declare bankruptcy liao. haiz!!!! T___T saded. i hate this freaking week. it's passing so damn slow. not only are the pending presentations irritatingly stressing, my cpu oso giving me alot of stress. haiz. nvm. i must persevere~! i will survive~~~~~~~~~~