o.o~ today is a peaceful day ^.^ last nite, managed to sort things out wif pig. 1 hour of talking did the trick. :) slept at 4 though. woke up super early today, 8am. went to pig's place. spent much of the day there. pig went to packet lunch for me, my fav roast duck noodles :D after tat tried abit of wc...the 3 corridor thingy. yee. i sux. dunch noe how to play T.T at abt 530 or so went to queensway to change a cd :X den headed to tiong bahru. shared a whooper meal there. woot. finally tried the star potato xD hoho. taste like harshbrown. but very cute ar, star shaped. after tat went to buy old chang kee. whee~ so long nv eat old chang kee le!!!! :P den went CC to look around. saw guild wars. gana tempted to buy & play....BUT S$99.00. no money ~T.T~ den went to popular find primary 3 english assessment books cos pig need. wah. the questions all so chicken feet de lol! duh, rite? if nt chicken feet to me den something is wrong :X after shopping for books, we shared a cornetto and remembered that had to go supermarket buy stuff for pig's breakfast. so we went den when going to pay for the stuff that time, the cashier scanned the first item and ran off!!! OMG~~~ ~!@#$%^&*( she went to chase after a customer, dunno why. den i spotted the express counter. max 5 items. NO ONE THERE! so i told pig "Eh u see there gt express counter leh! 5 items max...." after i said that i turned back to look at our stuff and den look at the express counter again. Whoa. so fast. express counter gt long Q liao =.=" wonder issit the people heard me pointing out or did they oso notice it the same time i did :/
tml i have 5 hrs of practical. hedy goh's integrated lab. so weird. why is the practical 5 hrs! so scary u noe! ~_~ heard she's very fierce & strict :(
today(saturday) was a so-so day. woke up, went to orchard to shop wif ling. heh, cos gss mah, want to shop shop shop! in the end, ling bought many things whilst i din buy anything >_< why? cos 1) din see anything i REALLY REALLY liked. 'cept maybe the bleach figurines!!! <3 2) was in a very 'fan' and frustrated mood. haiz. i dunno why. i just hate the feeling of being "yuan wang" and dunno wad i did wrong and someone just so angry wif me, ignore me, dun wanna listen to my calls. nearly went mad while shopping halfway at far east plaza. managed to calm my nerves when something interesting caught my eye. the bleach figurines xD hahaha...damn nice man.den after tat hungry le, so walked from far east to wisma. wah my feet hurt like mad. cos was wearing low heels n nt shoes. :/
anyway after tat we went down to fish & co @glasshouse. WOOT!! saturday nite!!! can sit upstairs!!!!! hahahah. anyway it was freezing like mad there. our food came. i ordered fish & rice while ling ordered tuna salad. omg. the salad. like 101% sodium on the tuna man. SO SO SO salty. ling couldnt even finished half of it. told them to change it. they did. but ling asked for soup cos she din wanna eat salad again. after tat, when we almost finished our food, the live band played ~ is a guy, wif long hair :/ hippie style lol. but he looks alright la. professional singer. he sang a birthday song for 3 birthday peepz :P den we were watching him from upstairs, suddenly he waved at ling & ling instinctively wave back LOL. so farnie hahaha....den ling say he's her old fren. yeah rite. wahhahaha. so stayed and listen to the music. ordered a chockie junkie. when it came, woot. looked great. tasted it. oh man. mistake again. SO DARN SWEET!!!!!!! @_@ drink liao like tooth ache lol. and while i was getting cheered up by the singer, (cos the singer came to the upper floor and made some ppl sing heaven knows lol) , pig called. :/ i couldnt hear him at all, cos music too loud. just when i was feeling slightly cheered up he call, made me :( all over again. din tok to him, told him i'll call him back. left fish & co. checked my phone. he said no need call him. called him anyway, din tok much cos he said he gt nth to say to me. fine.
went to ps find juncheng kor. he was working there mah. haha. went to chit chat abit wif him. after tat went to walk ard ps alittle den head home liao. haiz. so liddat lor. tats how my precious saturday was spent. :\
still feeling down but trying to be cheered up. toking to frens on msn. some of which i have nt been toking to them for very long. like angie see, glen, ken di.....hmm.....remember some ppl gonna go ns soon le....must remember to meet them 1 last time b4 they go in.... :P
first week of sch ended. rather short week. heng man. :X anyway, first day was sch was...alright. had 2 hrs break so 9 of us (3m01) went to holland village crystal jade to eat. heh. wed & thurs was damn sian cos needed to go back to workplace. did immunostaining stuff. :( friday, today was alright BUT gt stupid 3hr break. rot @ kap till very very sleepy~! sch ended earlier today cos there was life sci seminar lecture. went to orchard wif zq, yt n mh. went to eat pastamania and watched house of wax at lido cos yt & mh wanted to watch b4 it stopped screening. whoa. bad bad bad. mistake. @_@ shld have watched madagascar T.T so damn gross lor the show. alamak. halfway nia me n zq there want to go out of the threatre liao ~_~ too gory liao. urgh. anyway, i've kind of decided wad shows to look out for next. (in order of preference) 1. Initial D the movie 2. War of the Worlds 3. Mr & Mrs Smith. ok la, maybe 2 & 3 wont kill me if i dun watch but initial D!!!! DIE DIE OSO I WANNA WATCH!!!!!!! Got jie lun & chen guan xi! & have been waiting damn long liao, finally coming soon!!! 23rd jUne~~~~ ^_____^
on to some thoughts. friends often ask, how am i? sometimes i really dunno how to answer. life is just like that isnt it? sometimes u feel happy sometimes really really down. haiz. im trying to be a better person, daughter, friend & gf. but the gf bit.....i feel like i keep meeting with obstacles that make me just wanna throw in the towel. trying hard to control my temper, but it takes 2 hands to clap. i find my temper improving bit by bit (very slowly i noe) yet i see urs is going down the dumps. worse thing is, i dun really wanna bother reminding u of ur temper already. i just let u be......
tiring day. going to slp soon liao. eyes closing. anyway, was supposed to go to m'asia on sunday n monday de. but kns lor. i come back on saturday evening, mom say din get the hotel booking so gana cancelled. haiz. yep, so today woke up at 9:30. headed down to chinatown meet pig, ct, pj & th for breakfast. as usual very diam again lol. shy mah! dunno them well >.> all the sec 1/4 ppl.... i from sec 1/2 last time....yep...but trying liao!!! must tok more~~~~ hahaha... anyway, went to eat and den at 11 went to kbox. soon after, m & kc came and join us. so altogether 7 ppl there. sing sing sing frm 11 to 3pm. after tat we headed down to ps cos kc wanna see hp and the rest of us couldnt decide wad to do lol. den later we went to eat long john silvers. i tried the grilled teriyaki chicken wrap. er. no comments. :X after tat went arcade awhile den went home liao. yep. so liddat. tats how i spent my precious 1 day b4 sch reopen. oh well. time for bed. nitez.
my day started off okay, but ended terrible. you'll find out as i blog on. as usual had problem getting outta bed this morning. reached lab. one of the persons who opens the door for us at the lab brought us roti prata. very sweet of her. the prata was really yummy too. anyway, ended work early today. headed to cine to meet pig & his frens. then the 8 of us had sushi buffet for lunch, at suki sushi. remind me NEVER to go there again, thank you. after that we went taka. walk ard aimlessly, bought a top from f0x and after that got a present for mom. went to mac to sit down & talk. ard 8 liddat, they suddenly say they wanna go see gh3ys at the gh3y pub. diaoz. so odd but since most of us were curious, we headed to the shopping centre opp. reds cafe. ahem ahem. we stayed there for like 15mins? or maybe more i dunno. but it was quite early, so we only saw a few. was quite funny and yet in a way awkward. since there were 3 couples & 2 guys in the grp, they wanted to ask the 2 guys to go stand ard, see if anyone approach them LOL. but of cos the 2 guys protest. ha. anyway we left soon after cos see a few liao and din noe wad to do already. after that we went home. dear sent me back. on the bus, we had a slight argument & i teared. sigh. there was this disturbing silence as dear walked me to my block. when we reached the void deck, we talked it out and after that okay liao. i reached home, everything was still fine. mom was watching tv. i went to shower and after that wanted to watch 1 episode of MAR. i just pressed 'play' (read: i had just started looking at the opening theme) when pig called & say he going out supper. okay, b4 tat he kept complaining & whining that he's damn tired. and now he said he's going for supper with another group of his frens. ok fine. so i hear him out. ok, he will be getting a lift there and back. fine. cant say anymore abt him. and suddenly, i went to open my big mouth and asked "i wanna go oso, can or nt!?" of course, he said sure. BUT then now the problem shifts to my side. went to ask mom whether i could go out for supper. and omg, that was the straw that broke the camel's back. everything after that, i dun wish to elaborate. all i feel like saying is that it sparked off a huge forestfire and sent me sobbing of course. anyhow, the worse culprit is my mom. i cannot freaking stand it. she says i have a bad temper but hers is so much worse. even pig who was originally angry wif me for losing my temper oso tone down so much already. sigh. just very very angry & utterly disappointed wif my mom for saying the awful things she said. i was so pissed off, i really felt like smashing the gift that i got for her to bits. (her birthday's tml btw) i noe i sound like a bad daughter; pig said i shld just let her be, let her continue scolding, since it is her birthday, but i cant, and i didnt. wad she said was really truly annoying and made me damn pissed. wad kind of stupid stubborn metality she has. i cant deny wad she said had some truth in it but it's only SOME. she, however doesnt care to even hear my point of view. she din live the life of an only child, so she din noe. she does nt have a say. i do. but she refuses to listen. argh, i hate that!.....
i dun wanna say anymore. cant go on already. it's been 2 hrs since the argument. i shld just try to forget it and go to bed or something. just realised i forgot to paragraph this entry. i'll just end with the stuff that i have been tinking and need to take note of. 1) The stuff that mom & dear said; that was EXACTLY the same - Over-dependence. 2) Mental strength. (This includes NOT tearing over anything that frustrates me). 3) Basically, 2 words. grow up. 4) Trust has to earned. 5) I need to try hard to -1), ++2), +++3). oh ya, and oso, i guess it was kind of hard on pig. while me and my mom were fighting, he sorta got sandwiched in between. i hate it when she picks on him. haiz. thankfully he din lose temper and yet could still calmly remind me to cool down. i hope he's not hurt by the nasty things my mom said. *big sigh* bottomline is, in future when u ppl have kids, dun ever ever ever if possible, have only 1 child. dont tink 'oh, but liddat i'll be paying more attention on him/her wad. isnt it better?' it's not better,okay? it's super stressed on the child and the parents as well. in fact it's detrimental. remember that.
wah. sick today. T.T visited the bathroom many times. sheesh. went to see doc, din go to work >.< ~ however, i did make it to the movie date i had wif feng the mei nu :P die die oso i will CRAWL there and catch the movie. lol!!! star wars episode III was ... hmm...how shld i say. personally, i liked it. and i tink it's damn sad T.T for non-star wars fan, or ppl who dun have a single clue abt stars wars, dun bother watching. dun say i din warn u. dun come crying if u watched it and dunno wad the hell is going on. for ppl who noe abt the story or have watched the later episodes, u'll find that episode 3 is the *KEY* which links everything together. finally everything u watched in the later episodes make sense!!!! cheers~
time really flies. no need to go to work soon!!! woot. 2nd last day tml liao. yay~ haha. was feeling damn sick tis morning, bad sorethroat and stomach damn uncomfortable, wanted to take mc but...haiz. remembered alot of things to do today, so better go. den in the morning, i committed 2 huge mistakes. haiz. thinking of it makes me feel damn demoralised. forget it. tio meh also no choice, gotta accept it. and in the afternoon, did mounting. (mount slices of mousey brain on slides) was laughing like mad there cos in-charge keep making us laugh. sheesh! and everytime start laughing, take very long to stop and laugh very hard. stomachache man. den in-charge and other ppl in the lab who see us laughing like mad say tat we are having fits from epilepsy. lol.
woot. just watched bleach 32 and naruto 135. naruto is nice again and as usual bleach IS DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE!!!! RENJI~~~~~~
bored of rose liao. bahh. like the game alot, really. but hate the server. now very lazy to lvl back to where i was already. sigh. maybe it's time to settle for a proper p2p game or retire from playing mmorpgs. let's see. there's WoW, there's FFXI, there's Guildwars (nt here yet >.> ), Pristontale. Or shld i go back to MS. :\ arrr.........
was watching a documentary which mom taped. very interesting. it said tat u can alter ur a tiny part of ur personality as easy as changing a pair of boots. they demostrated with a pair of twins, with similar personalities and behavior etc. They carried out their experiment by changing the moods of the different twin. At the beginning of the day, they gave one twin a comedy to watch, made her listen to her favourite songs; the other they gave her a sad show to watch and made her listen to sad songs which reminded her of sadness. After which, they asked both to go out and shop. (both of them loved shopping to begin wif) The result was quite interesting. The twin that was supposed to be in the happy mood, bought many stuffs, mostly impulse buying but still many nice stuffs while the other twin, bought nothing cos she din see anything she liked and was feeling moody and low. quite interesting, yea? hmm. maybe i shld go try. time to erase all those sad songs man! lol
mMm. wonder if anyone ever reads this anymore. but anyway, what the heck. i shall STILL continue to update this. cos i know that at least 1 person will. (that person ish nt me ar! nt so pathetatic until like tat lol.) very sian of the layout and music liao, but too darn lazy to change it :X nowadays lazy to blog but still enjoy spying ppl's blog. hoho. shldnt use 'spying', yeah? shld say visit. but spying sounds more sneaky. heh heh. :p wad to do? i like to find out abt ppl, how they're getting along, how interesting their lives are....and today i actually went to visit a blog which i ever told myself that i will NEVER visit again lol. so yea, i ate up my own words. interestingly, my 2nd visit to tat blog was much longer than the 1st haha. cos gt more interesting stuff to read abt xD maybe shall take a peek at that blog more often. hoho >.>
everytime i tink abt fyp & attachment, i get seriously depressed. and i dun feel like saying anything to anyone cos i feel like im repeating myself. though i noe there r those who would still gladly listen to me, i just too....haiz. suan liao. anyway, my current experiment, 2 out of 10 mice died, so im left wif 8. i still dislike them. all of them. cos they like to jump alot, too hyperactive, difficult to catch them >.< gRr. I really hate the swiss albino mice!!!!! i want c57s!!!!! (the black mice) they're smaller, tamer, cuter, smarter and easier to handle. arrrr..... and oh yea. i feel like such a failure. im going to try to avoid inducing mice as much as possible. scared liao. cos the first time i induced, quan jun fu bai. haiz. dun really wanna try another time liao. later still the same outcome. looking from another perspective, tis fyp has already started to make me realise some stuffs. 1) Im seriously not an animal person. (Okay, tis i already knew long ago. but i tot i could at least tolerate alittle. apparently, im wrong.) 2) Research work turns out far from wad i expected. 3) I will NEVER EVER EVER take up a 7 day week job, even if it pays me darn well. 4) My future seems rather dim ~_~ i dunno wad occupation i wanna take on next time.
my hard disk space is running out. am too lazy to burn my anime :X keep getting new ones and watching new ones but lazy to burn. still, by far, bleach is still the best. naruto too. the rest of the quite new / new ones, still alright ba. Trinity blood is quite nice so far. but a tiny bit scary. just alittle tiny wittle bit. cos it's abt vampires. so, yea, go figure. Erementar Gerad is alittle nice oso, if u have nth better to do, need to occupy time, watch it. Tsubasa chronicles, haven watched it yet. :X hope it's gd though. getting MAR now. dunno how gd it is. bah. think i better start burning the stuffs. b4 i run out of space. :/
o.O okie. very long nv update le. okay, lets start wif last friday 6/5. met up wif ching after so long ~_~ but tat gurl as usual late again -_-" anyway cos of that, i gt a free meal hurhur :D thx gal~ :P the food was nt too bad oso....pasta ^-^ it's one of the stores near cold storage at taka, forgot the name :x but yf say is opened by fish & co ppl? hmm >.> den after tat went to coffee club tok tok very long :/ alot of things to catch up on....talked till 11+ den go home.
i had the weekend off so saturday and sunday no need go back to lab. SHIOK RITE! anyhow, saturday was off to a bad start. i woke up at 11am. the time which i was supposed to be at tiong bahru. and i was awoken by pig's call asking me where i was. ok. my fault i din set alarm. felt bad already. and due to miscommunication, mom waited for me the whole morning too. she tot i going out wif her >..< den in the end i play until face very black T.T haiz. anyway, after tat went to tiong bahru plaza again. they went arcade. follow lor >.> den after tat couldnt decide ktv or movie, so all went home after tat. me went piggie's place. he help me burn naruto into dvd. was so tired, i fell aslp while he was burning them. after i woke up, he burn finish le, den we went downstairs eat fishball mee :P yep, so tat was my saturday.
den today, sickening. start to work on my fyp liao. the idiotic 10 SE mice. damn blardy fierce. gt one damn idiotic. cos everyday i have to weigh them den gt 1, i haven even catch it nia jump out of the cage liao. make me have to rush and close the door of the lab, so tat it wont run out. zZz. going to get bullied by the mice again. sian. anyway, i've got to tell myself to look forward to 2 weeks later! SOON LIAO!!!! 22th may....!!! SCHOOL REOPEN!!!! WAIT FER ME!!!!! im coming~~~~~ T_T
am quite bored of my blog skin. but too darn lazy to change it :X and oso cant find any nice ones. will try to change it when i find one nice one :P
hao sheng de xing...gai zhe mo qu gai?
it's been long. anyway, went to cine kbox (after so long!!) wif ling n seema after work yesterday. sang our hearts out from 7pm to 11pm...lol. fun fun ^_^ as for today, my day sucked big time. get so fumed up throughout the day. one thing after another came and irritate me >.< ! and on top of that, super sway. zZz. dun wish to recall le..urgh!!!!
oh yea, forgot to mention something. rose servers are going to be reset. so there goes my 7x mage =.=" gravity sux. no wonder maple story (under gravity) gt reset too. zZ!!! sux sux sux.
tml IS enrolment day. and i have to do it at the lab. sigh.