Mm. Favorite phrase from one of my favorite songs. Big Machine by Goo Goo Dolls. They disband liao T_T anyways, took my geog mod paper today. haiz. nv memorise so..what can i say, crap all the way. :/ last night i was so drowsy and sleepy, i cant really recall what happen. lol. i think i slept on the couch for 20mins and after that woke up to finish up on soil erosion chapter. then....i cant remember liao. lol. i only know i woke up at 6.30 this morning to read on the river chapter. -_-x geez.
felt uber old today can? stupidz. Incident #1: went to the hawker centre for breakfast with mom in the morning. was feeling sleepy due to lack of sleep last night. the kid helping out at the soybean drink store came over and asked if i wanna order. dunno issit my ears playing tricks on me, maybe due to lack of sleep. i thought i heard him say "Auntie ah, 要不要喝水？" I remember giving him a =O look but later i shook my head. had half the mind to ask him "HUH!? What did u call me?" But figured that if indeed my ears didnt play tricks on me, a flying slipper would probably be headed towards his head. Incident #2: ran into jh (love's fren) outside mpsh right before the paper. he usually doesnt have much to say to me, because he is a rather quiet guy, unless he's with people he knows very well. but anyway, today he was saying abt there being many freshies outside the exam hall and they look excited to be there. so i looked at him o.O and went "do i look excited to u?" and he replied "you're different. you're like us, you're ancient." WAD THE...?! Ancient? Dinosaurs ah, ancient -_-x mEH! LOL ~T______T~
2 more papers and freedom follows!!!!!! Ah. Endure man. Sianz. Feel like cutting my hair to super short. Then go and spike it. hoho. think dear will 吓死. Hmm.... okay ba. i go eat my porridge le ^_^ woohoo~
What other adjectives can be used to describe today's organic chem paper? (other than those that i've already mentioned) sigh -_-x it was a relatively easy-peazy paper however (yep, its that BUT again) it's most probably dabao for me. dun wanna talk abt it liao. :(((((
was feeling uber down after the paper but lunch with the girls made it better. after lunch i went to meet love at arts lib to study. met youli at the lib too. my mood was super down before i met dear but somehow, after when i met up with him....it just totally brightens up my day. we chatted abit at the lib b4 we gt tired of whispering. we then went to the benches outside lib. somehow, after that we ended up at vivocity because the boy wanted to watch happy feet. talk abt being spontaneous.
Happy feet was nice. really nicer than i expected. hehe! and we watched it at the really huge theatre! oh and there was a kiddie sitting on my right. He really enjoyed the show; got super excited and laugh damn loud throughout the whole show. But then again, another big 'kid' was also laughing damn loud and enjoying the show and he sat on my left. hehe. LOL~
Thank you love for everything ;) Making my day, letting me buwee u :X , just basically spending time together....ah there's lots of things i wanna say but....now's just not the time! im gonna go stuff my brain with coasts, beaches, mangroves, marine environment, soil erosion and slope modification for now!
(p.s im getting fat. at the wrong places!!!! URGH. YAY for the 5 kilos that i've put on! but BOO for the area that the extra weight is concentrated at. :((( )
A Distracted Damsel in Distress and Deceit. Doom awaits her.
*Doh~* x_x
my left ear is ringing for some weird reason. and my nose has just gone for a marathon. keep running non-stop. -_-x Having a bloody headache. Possibly from the bad hunger pangs and the damn chapter 17. EH. Can anyone SERIOUSLY understand WAD THE PHISH it is talking about? DAMN BLOODY IDIOTICALLY INCOMPREHENSABLE CAN? Getting more and more peeved as i flip through the stupid seashell textbook. DAMNIT! ~!@#$%^&*
i know this isnt a gd time to be talking/thinking abt this, but i just want to acknowledge that i've read what he wrote. just that i dunno how to respond to it. im contemplating whether to be very 狠心 so that he can let the matter rest faster (and not suffer so much) OR continue like the way it is now, which might lead to a longer, draggier and more painful time for him to go through.
Whatever. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Gonna go get lunch and chiong!!!!!! NO TIME NO TIME!!!!!!!! Im so looking forward to sentosa and zoo outing!!! <3 :P
I just realised. Less than 5 days to Organic Chem Exam. WAD THE?! AHhhhhhh *screams* okay. i have finally started to panic. (That's a good thing.)
However......(Uh huh, there's always the ever-so-annoying BUT ) I'm far from through with my CM1121. T____T
The distractions are just too many and hard to fight :(
First it's the Z monster. Damn the Z monster! So high level! (Interesting fact to note: I really have hardcore gamer friends. Many have questioned : "Z monster? from which game?" - Oh great -_-x" If i may be sarcastic, it's found in the game called 'Life'.) Then it's the damn Box in the living room. Yes, it's the one that has colors and sounds coming out of it and you can change the colors and sounds with a small device that has many numbers & buttons on it. urgh @_@! Anyhow, I've already made a LONG list of the things I'm gonna do once I'm done with the exams and I must say the list is getting longer and longer. Jeez! Oh well. Time for me to hit the sack. I MUST wake up early tmr!!! CHIONG AR!!!!
(Suddenly feel motivated at this point in time. Hope i still do when i wake up tml morning T_T . Love is coming over with breakfast too, yays :D )
really feeling quite sway these few days. this morning, woke up to go bathroom. my eyes hardly open when i climbed outta bed. suddenly, i slipped on the freshly mopped floor. the fan broke my fall -_-x so i didnt fall on my butt. but my right toes hurt like hell. DAMN PAIN AR!!! ~!@#$%^&*
saturday, reached home at 0330 this morning :X went to elayna's 21st birthday party in the evening~~~ had lots of fun there! since polka dots was the theme ar, had to wear something polka dotted. and there was nothing in my whole wardrope except the polka dot skirt i bought from taiwan. dang. so bo bianz. lol. wear lor. then gana "highlighted". so paiseh x_x so next time gt phobia liao. mai wear skirt le! lol~~ rofl. anyway, we girls (~10 of us) ate, chatted, act 38, sabo-ed and laughed like siao! but like nv sabo enuff leh i felt. :/ must really tink of something interesting to do for the next birthday girl in january okay? *evil grins* :X
left elayna's place at around 10. went to draw $$ at woodlands mrt atm. alamak. too gan jiong liao. press wrong option. @_@ "Transaction in progress" - What the? they didnt even ask me for confirmation! in the end, drew out ALL the money in the bank account. -____________-x panicked lol. rushed to orchard to deposit it back in. heng ah. then love called and asked me where was i. told him what happened. lol. quite funny but...pek chek on my part. bleah.
after that went to paradiz center meet up with love. by then he had already finished the game with dan and jh. after that me, dan and love took 7 to holland v. love and i headed for essential brew.
arranged by dear :)
hmm o.O?
*thoughtful*
smilez!
i started to tell love abt how i dropped a friend already. used to be my bestie since sec2 but .... i just had no choice but to drop her. she really doesnt bother anymore; i shouldnt waste my effort holding on to it as well. though i got to admit there was also a lack of effort on my part in the earlier years but i attributed most of the cause to something which had a greater impact - the religious institution that she goes to. although i may be somewhat biased to think this way, but then again, i doubt that im the least bit wrong to say that. Because it is not only me that is getting this "treatment" from her and noticing this change in her. another bestie of mine, also her friend and also a christian, is receiving the exact same treatment. Furthermore, the change in her DID started when she became more believing in her religion. Then, how i can NOT say that the cause of this isnt due to the church that she goes to? Sigh. somemore, it's not only me. Many other people (other christian friends) have also commented abt that church too. Worse is my other bestie, is currently going to that church. whoa. if the same thing is going to happen, im so going to ki siao. x_x
anyway we left hv at 1am+. walked from hv back to my place. lol. yes, walked. was further than i anticipated @_@ took us 1 hr plus to reach clementi. will not try this again. :X
was reading someone's blog. Hmm. totally agree with what he said in the last paragraph. doesnt mean that people who quit the game already might pass you everything they own. dont forget, afterall they did used a great deal of effort to get what they possess now. why should they pass it to you so easily? if u really want that items so bad, u should freaking go get it yourself. im not saying that u cant ask them for it. if they're willing to pass it to u, good for u. if not, u shouldnt beg/bug them for it or feel that they're being selfish for not giving it to u. it's just degrading and reflects badly on u. remember, THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO NOT GIVE IT TO YOU. okay that aside. i must chiong for another 2 weeks T_T then i can finally satisfy the burning desire to game liao!!!!!! :X whahahahaha!
otayz! i knows me shouldz be stardee-ing butz me n lovez spent time cooking a mealx chu-day. spentz 2 hrs to cookz, finished eating in halfz hours. DANG @_@
really anyhows cook de wor...LOL! but alrightz la. still alivez! haha~ ohz. I is suffering fromz gaming withdrawal syndromes. *sobs* Muz ren! after december 7....Please waitz fer me. T_T
(PhEw! whoa. stupid photobucket is down. very inconvenient, had to find alternate source to upload pics. hai!)
finally, today's the last day of school or should i say first semester. well, alot of things to worry about now. sigh. exams are near. oh crap. save me !!!! oh, i got back my chemistry and statistics test/quiz results. great, they sucked. -_-x" and i really mean suck. i failed my chemistry badly, lol. so did the rest of the cohort. 80% failures. Less than 100 people out of 530 passed. LOL!
met up with jp today for lunch. we did some catching up and had swensens ice cream :D anyway, really felt better after talking to him. its no wonder he's one of my besties. again, the issue of me being "bo xim" and not thoughtful was being brought up. aiz....
oh crapz. suddenly feeling super sway and shytty. WHY IS MY LIFE GOING ON LIKE THIS. URGH.
eh.... my 宝贝 PC died. T_T *cries* 心痛! :( gana dunno what ~!@#$%^&*virus. argh. sian. yeah yeah, those of you who are laughing at my plight, laugh all ya want. 最好是笑死你！ remember that 笑口常开，but 笑死活该！ :X ahhhh..but really damn sad. my OS totally died. i tink all my anime and music gone liao. hai. and my photos! *sobs* sighhhhhhhhh.... however, looking on the bright side. it actually spoil at a damn good time. exams around the corner and all my assignments all submitted liao. woot. SUPER HENG, can? my 宝贝 is really considerate! ^_^;; （自我安慰）hurhur. oh well. i tink after exams, or see when free i'll go find 救兵 to help me. dun turn me downz okay? T_T 我已经很可怜了 ~_~ meanwhile, i'll have to use to this LKK (Lao Kok Kok) laptop. uber wols de lor. hai......
ya. im pathetic. why? suffering from withdrawal symptoms of not having my daily fix. >_< nvm. it'll pass.
anyway, i met up with meiyuan tis morning. right now she's probably on the plane back to brisbane already :( we did abit of catching up. whoa. she's getting married next yr in june!!!! really happy for my dear friend ;) but at the same time oso abit sad 'cause it means i'll see her much lesser, since she wont fly back to sg so often le T_T nvm! i'll start saving and fly to brisbane to visit her at her new home some time! hehe!
at night i went with mom to this jap resturant for dinner. eat until damn full and happy! many thanks to rt for the recommendation! :P
let the pictures do the talking..... [pardon me if the quality of the pics sux....using a sucky camera phone ne. i want a CANON IXUS! :( ]
complementary #1 - YUM!
also complementary. salad.
assorted sashimi :D 
eh. the tempura is...nt very nice :X but still alright la.
ramen! one of my favs! ^_^
shisamo. nt fried. would have been better if it was :/
yet another complementary. damn nice, can? no fishy smell.
(if u look carefully, there's a bite liao lor. -_-x mom was 'devouring' the food faster than i could snap the pictures!)
pretty ordinary chawanmushi
Oops...nvm. Use your imagination! LOL
(it was actually yakitori. me and my mom finished it liao then i realised i forgot to take a pic of it xD )
complementary again! paper steamboat :D soupy~~
Agadashi tofu - nice!
mom's mackeral. i bo try.
anyway, this is the place :P
2 person $69.95. Lunch/Dinner buffet. Worth it! YAY~~ Got new jap place to eat at ler! wahahahah :D gonna go again some other time. lalala~
oh. thanks to the girls (ziqin, yifang, pam and yuting) for their gift :D really like it, hehe. will use it ! :) 
princess-ie!
damnit lar. my stupid msn tio virus or something. kept sending stupid urls to my friends and closing all my tabbed chats. WAD THE HELL. die liao la! T_T i go try to get rid of it.
aiyo. make guess what time i slept yesterday, or rather this morning. LOL. 6.20am! "YAY" -_- all thanks to my stupid procrastination. damnit. i really got fear of arts module liao. my articulation really sucks. and i dunno what to write for the sociology term paper, just anyhow crap my way through. eww! will never never take sociology again. NEVER!
my throat and pc now both very chui. yesterday when i was doing the term paper, my pc hanged like 5 times. heng can recover the document back each time, arbo can cry. so weird man. and my throat. whoa. got super low voice today (if there is even any voice left). -_-x anyway many hugs and appreciation for my love, who stayed up with me the whole time until i finished the sociology paper :X i hope we both dun fall sick.
gonna to go the zoo for field trip later! whee~~ then later to go have dinner with love. i tink im gonna slp SO darn early tonight. tml morning meeting meiyuan, ling and at night going w mom to the jap resturant that rt recommended~ lalala~
HAPPY 2nd MONTH ANNI, LOVE~!!!! <3
haha! going to end le...bah, sianz. really no mood to do much now 'cept chiong for my socio report. it doesnt help that my pc kept hanging every few sentences after i typed. wonder what kept making it hang. i suspect its the msn, cause i switched it off and the pc is fine now -_-x anyway, love's probably on his way back home. wanna say thanks to him for buying dinner just now while i worked on my socio ^_^ okay. wasted few minutes of my life liao.
had bio d test again today. haiz. dejected. but well, heck it! 'cause now i gotta chiong for my socio now. die-die also have to chiong finish. maybe dun sleep on thursday? (is that even possible o_o?)
really hate the way my uni life is right now. i hate myself for having the thought of just being able to PASS all the tests etc. should i really get rid of ALL possible distractions and chiong all the way? quite impossible huh. even if i really do that, it doesnt necessary mean my results will improve -_-x haiz. like machiam wanna slip into depression mode liddat. but it's okay i guess. food and people keep me sane.
no school next friday, might wanna try to cook something simple and delicious ;) any suggestions? (must be really simple hor, but dun tell me omelette or instant mee -_-x)
woo. birthday over le. haha. am officially 22. :\ so old le! sobsob T_T anyway, many thanks to all the sweet people who remembered ^_^
my day yesterday started off alright, pretty normal day. didnt fall asleep during stats n chem lec though. quite amazing ;x after lunch with lin at mac, we went to the library to find some books for socio. thats when the news came, which kinda dampened my spirits. love dropped his wallet on the bus on the way back home. oh no. urgh. started to panic. was picturing myself with him at the police station reporting loss of I.C. and other documents. aiyo. totally pengz. worried sick. up till socio lec started at 2 still thinking abt wad to do if really cant get back. haiz. BUT Luckily, when love got to the interchange and he managed to retrieve the wallet. with the money and documents all intact. really HENG man. Thank Goodness man! what a relief. ~_~ arbo going to be very troublesome liaoz.
so after socio, went to love's place for awhile. he gave me my present - a cream coloured jacket. :D i tink love is very entertained by my O_o!? reactions. -_-x cos of the things he do la, silly and cute at the same time. make me dunno whether to laugh or cry.
at about 5 plus, we headed to ps. bought 2 tix to the covenant. then bought some snacks to bring in. whoa the show was.... :\ frankly, alittle trashy. the beginning was all good. but they just dumped everything in at the end. geez. but the lead, Caleb is really very hot! so handsome can? wahahahah ;x
after the movie, was feeling very headachy liao. i tink too hungry ler. :( we went swensens to eat. what a relief when the food came =p after dinner, had ice cream. got 3 other ppl & love sing birthday song for me! lol. so cute ;x oh yea. my mom forgot my birthday, for the first time in 22 years T_T haha! she remembered it was 6th nov but she didnt remember that monday was it. bahh saded lol. i say she bo xim then she laugh. haha~ wah lao. this weekend i wanna go some nice place man, as a sorta of make-up! :(
Some pictures....
Wanna know something freaky? When i got home, i realised the time of the movie was the actual time i was born 22 years ago. *shivers*
"My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,And their like
It's better than yours..."
mushroom :D (looks quite empty 'cause we ate quite a few liao then realised forgot to take pic ;x)
catfish
chicken something. forgot liao.
me and love. both looking somewhat tired n drained x_x
wahahaha! me and my fetish for jackets ^_^
lots of things to do now and after holidays. sigh..busy busy bEE-ZEE. Socio is really a pain in the neck. LsM test TML too. okay. after exams, im going to go sentosa for my tan. hMph. then go east side of sg to EAT EAT EAT! probably wanna go ubin for a cycle too. what else huh. hmmm............... clubbing perhaps? we shall see how. ah.
p.s. is really freaky the way love can guess what i am thinking sometimes. geez. things like the black & baby blue nail polish was OMG! and the Braun Büffel wallet. sian diaoz. need to think of other stuff now liao. LOL!
okay. my post entry page FINALLY loaded. conclusion? IE has failed me yet again and it sux0rz! -_-x using firefox now. eh. tink i'll PERMANENTLY use firefox as default browser liao lar. kns. anyway, i have 3 browsers - IE, firefox and Flock. (i only use flock for uploading pictures on photobucket.)
sian. my dreaded week is coming. :( and im feeling so dead for socio. havent started, dunno how to start. urgh! no one can save me also. *whines* i realised that i take darn freaking long to do one report. geez. says alot abt the speed at which i do things huh. its just too damn wols. up till now i haven been able to cut down my dinner time to 20mins. 20mins is really quite impossible T_T
Happy 22nd Birthday to YOU. You'll probably not read this till end of december anyway. Ah, but really how was i supposed to even wish you. i really didnt know how to start and thus i used 'Dude'. I couldnt bring myself to address you by your name, 'cause in my opinion that would really spell out the distance between us. forgive me if 'dude' sounded very cold and distant and unimportant(?) to you. maybe u wished i have not even wished you at all......
got my daily fix (of 'roast duck', hurhur! LOL) already :D time to get started on work. *yawnz*
今天你要嫁给我
蔡依琳 陶喆
春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
jolin in the house
dt(david tao) in the house
our love in the house
夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女生就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她尊重她
安慰她保护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
yes i do!
听我说
手牵手一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
enough of slacking and destressing liao! back to work. yawnz. next friday night meeting meiyuan! yayz! :)
received a very early birthday present from the girls (Lin, Amanda and Elayna) today~ very gan dong, so sweet of them :P it's a very cute pair of havaianas slippers. oh, and excellent guess on the size, amanda~ perfect fit, haha!
its BLUE :D
bingo!
am going to finish the toopid mangrove report by tonight, by hook or by crook. behind schedule liao. gotta get started on the sociology report soon ar, arbo GG liao. thank goodness for the religious homogamy paper lin found for me ;x after the ownage week next week, means exams liao. ar...focus and chiong for now,play like siao later! im SO going to play like siao when december comes, just watch me :P