feeling kinda destructive lately. and ppl have been nagging abt my size. sick and tired and getting damn irritated. im gonna blast the next person who says tat wif a "Im not thin, is just that everyone else is DAMN BLOODY FAT!"
have not prepare my jap letter. and my throat is hurting again T.T zzz too much good food is a bad thing after all :P
broken family. got bf like no bf. no friends. bad grades. no life. no looks. have nothing. did God forget abt me? i tink he certainly did.
was thinking abt all those den i started crying. maybe i've gone mad, maybe tink too much. shld just sleep it off. maybe everything will be alright tomorrow. maybe. maybe not.
woot. just got back home not long from class outing. heh. went the plaza (hotel near concourse) to eat international buffet. hmm....compared to kushinbo...it has more variety, food is not bad oso...except kushinbo gt ramen, blueberry cheesecake n teppanyaki!!!! hahaha. but i guess kenot liddat compare ba :X anyway saw a few of the mediocorp "oldies" = (those actor & actresses tt are quite old de and always act as ppl's father or mother or grandparents lol) tink gt like 4 of them ba, they were sitting next table nia. anyway, i ate quite alot ar...now throat abit pain T.T had 2 raw fresh oyster. nt bad ar...kinda like the taste...i remember the first time i ate raw oyster was in primary sch i tink and i hate the taste i spit the whole thing out. yuck. @_@ but now, taste nice leh lol. den oso had soft shell crab, sashimi, prata, sirloin beef, sharks fin soup and drunken prawns!!! The drunken prawns damn nice!!! cos nearby the pot is a tank of live prawns lol. they just catch the prawns up and throw into the boiling water and serve wif herbal soup. damn nice man!! ^_^ oyishi!!! for dessert there was cakes, fruits, ice cream and make ur own ice ka chiang. since i dun like ice ka chiang, i only ate the ice cream :D
den after eating, sat around and talk. haha den after tat take pictures. ask the waiter to help us take. i tink the person take until abit pek chek liao. den someone said his face very black. another person said his face ben lai jiu black (cos he's an indian LOL) then we ask the manager to take. the manager like no skill in taking pictures 1 lor. nv say 1-2-3. so we dunno when to hold our smiles till den beibei keep say "just keep smiling, anytime he going to take ler" tat made some of us laugh like mad den the manager took the shot =.=" after tat went outside of the hotel take some pictures. den took a bus down to esplanade walk walk awhile. den quite late ler and dunno wad to do liao so go home. slowly one by one left. bev's mom came to pick her and send me and yf home as well. :)
was looking at meiyuan & jie's blog. woot. finally hear from meiyuan ler =.=" and there was pics to see , some pics tat jie took. wah. even the crow oso look different from sg crows. the crows nt black de...O_O! and looks much nicer :/ white n black. even the plain trees oso. meh. i wanna go overseas oso!!!!! :(
zzz. long time nv update ar. anyone wanna guess wad i've been up to? lol. easy rite. so easy to guess...cos it's pretty damn obvious. wad else can i be up to? it's only tat few things. mmorpg, anime or go out. standard de. lol. anyway, yea, i broke my own word. went to play roseonline despite myself telling myself 101 times tat i will NEVER touch it. why? 1) dun wanna get addicted 2) too lag 3) too late to start 4) bored of online games..... in the end still play. haiz. cos of some baka piggybear. oOps....haha. maybe will try to psycho tudi to play. hurhur. oh yea...today saw meiyuan on msn in the morning...but i msg her she bo reply ;_; and...finally managed to tok to jie le ^__^ she's at hostel..doing enrolment stuffs. okay la...go slp liao, reluntantly tho. cos i wanna level my muse ~_~...haiz...oh ya...GTH (Gate To Heaven) open beta coming soon...in 1 days time...zzz..pls pls pls dun make me play it oso okay? gt 2 presentations & exam coming real soon. lol.
grrr....getting angry liao...crappy internet connection sux like shyt. slow like dunno wad. kaoz! ~!@#$%&^&* tmd. so slow...very irritating man. why my connection so sucky!!!!! kns!!!
anyway...jie flew liao. haiz. 9.35am friday morning. so early. din go send her. wanted very much to. but the stubborn girl refused to tell us her flight date and time until today go see her blog den found out 1. >_< angry oso no use. oh well. i guess she has her reasons ba. will miss her alot...actually abit starting to miss liao. lol. i miss her "mei ah...why u so blur blahblahblah..." haha...and one of my ktv khaki oso gone ler...sobsob...wont go ktv so often liaoz....ahaha..heng heng the last time we sang 'wu ding' together hor...quite 'pei he' not like the other time at je kbox...the chemistry totally nt there & i remember tudi laugh until mad. cos sing 2 times both times oso nt coordinated, 1st time i sing too slow, 2nd time both of us sing too fast. LOL~! That day (saturday) when we shared cab home from ktv, she told me abt her uncertainty. i told her tat she shldnt tink so much liao, just go since all already planned and she already made up her mind tat time when she registered. Yep, now she's already there le i tink? maybe sleeping liao. first nite in aussie. ha...hope she'll take care of herself...actually no need to hope...i know she will de...
wOoT. just finished watching bleach 19. oh man...sHo niCee!!!! ^_^ aaahhhh..ichigo shld faster call out zangetsu...OoPs...did i just mentioned the name of his soul slayer? xD LOL!!! :x *evil laugh*
went to catch hide & seek after sch today with zq, yf and sk. eh. the show nt scary 1 lol but shld be considered a thriller? erm...abit confusing ar the show...nt very nice after all, imho. =\ waiting for 'a series of unfortunate events'. after movie, went to walk abit ard cine. OMG!!! Finally saw the 1/8 bleach model! Rukia & Kon models look really really really DAMN NICE LOR!!!!!!! ....the Rukia model is 70bucks. haiz...Also saw the Seed Destiny Models...damn nice oso....how nice if i print money ar...den can get the rukia model >_< *continues dreaming*
bad bad bad...recently weather is bad. so many ppl sick. in class already like more than 5 ppl having flu? oh gosh ~_~ i feel vulnerable oso T_T the virus is like spreading spreading spreading....scarli different strains cross and mutate den bcome even stronger than normal...OH NOES!!! @_@ WHERES ALL THE VITAMIN Cs!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!! NooOOoooo......T___T~ *cries* naruto licensed?!?! !@#$%^&*~
oh yea...heh heh ^-^ monday after midnight, i got my 2nd surprise for the day. (first surprise was fyp) Dear called me and tell me not to sleep b4 1am.... i was like "o.O? huh. but im tired..." den at 1am+ suddenly dear call again and ask me to open my house door. And when i opened the door, i saw a familiar figure holding a bouquet of roses and a paper bag containing a teddy bear =^-^= wah...i was totally surprised such that i din noe how to react. =D somewhat like the 2oo3 xmas eve where i was sick and dear came by my place to pass me my xmas present ( the carebear xD ) but tis surprise was even more special, more...shocking? lol haha...anyway...thank you deardear ^-^ although v-day was officially over ler but...as long we together, everyday is v-day rite? ^^;; ok ok...enuff ler...later some ppl read until develop goosebumps :X hehe...
zZz. might start to play roseonline soon. but seems like a bad time to start playing. hmmm....better finish my naruto first.
hmm....okay. lets see. saturday was out the whole day. channel outing with jie, tudi, linda-iee, doggie and ikea kiddie :X . went to catch seoul raiders and then went kster for ktv. seoul raiders was....l-a-m-e but dunno why is funny still lol. after movie, kiddie left den the 5 of us went down chinatown for ktv. ktv-ed till 12 den took cab home.
sunday went down to town wif dear go buy present. den went down to clarke quay buy my naruto stamp set ^^;; after tat went to airport to meet meiyuan, who's flying off to aussie. (she's in aussie now liao. dunno doing wad...haha) sigh. den this week, jie flying liao. T-T sure going to miss both of them....:/ all flying off...when's my turn? ha...
today, as usual, went to sch. din recall that there was anything special abt today :X until pam gave us girls a nice pink rose ^-^ den i rememebered it was vday. OoPs. i forgot bcos i already celebrate liao and i was too sleepy i tink. couldnt get out of bed today. zZz. the 6 day break was just too good i dun wanna go back to sch >_< oh yea, and the fyp title allocations are out. surprise². din expect wad i got. cos, as some of u might know i was ... totally pissed and disappointed abt the iap-fyp thing on the 10th.
the hole in my pocket's getting more and more huge. -.-" today the person selling the itachi headband email me. whoa. dunno wanna tell him that i dun want liao or nt. i want yet i dun tink i got not enuff funds. lol. aww. how? @_@ den tat naruto frog plush purse leh? it's so cute. i noe it looks kinda silly but hey tats wad makes it cute ritE! haha...aiyah how huh...=.=" den there's the fma pocket watch. sHo niCe man. den come march, BLEACH models coming out. I want the 1/8 rukia model by megahouse!!!! arrr...cham. someone needs to keep me away from yahoo auctions and all the places that can purchase anime stuff. otherwise...my money all poof....den i really can go and eat grass liaoz. howz? so many wants...so little $$ .... ~T_T~
hoho. like very long nv update. okay...chinese new yr was so-so for me. Getting pretty much more and more boring each yr, i only look forward to it cos of the food. but tis yr...lets just say things are alot different this yr. no steamboat on new year's eve but mom did cook nice food still. haha. she made braised duck (1st attempt!!), ebi fry & sharks fin. haha. AND i din go visit dad's side relatives. (i just do not wish to see them but i'll go visit grandpa & grandaunt at a later date though, just out of respect. the rest of the relatives can go eat dirt for all i care.) and no, din go and squeeze at chinatown this yr. :/ so i only went to visit mom's side relatives. it's been a really long time since i saw my cousins. (mom's side, im closer to them anyway. cos one is same age as me, and her younger sis and me are SO sO SO alike, lol.) i guess when u're close, even if u super long time nv meet, oso got stuff to tok abt.
lunar new year day 2 was a sad day. gt really upset abt the stupid damned iap thing. FORGET IT. i dun even want to mention liao. make me fume nia.
today was a fun & happy day ^___^ din go school today and dear took day off. ahem. self declared holiday :X instead, went to celebrate belated 18mths anniversary + advanced valentines' day :D so..went dear's place in the morning. he was watching naruto 121. eeep. and i watched alittle. >_< spoiler rite? i watch till 96 den watch abit of 121. arf. but nvm. after tat went to great world to catch constantine. Ooohh!!! super nice show :D must go watch!!! haha keanu reeves so shuai inside. and the monsters damn cool :X after tat, dear and i went down to orchard. went to eat jacks place ^___^ *yum* after tat walked ard town. after tat went somerset mrt to take train to harbourfront. blur deardear. made us take the jurong east line when supposed to take the marina bay line. @_@ so in the end took to orchard den go down to dhoby gaut :X after tat went to harbourfront. went to take cable car to sentosa!!! :D sentosa = fun but cable car = ~_~ want my life. but dear insisted we take cable car. so i couldnt run. T__T as usual. scary. dear as usual tried to scare me even more @_@ *recalls a familiar scene. tat time go sentosa wif jie & tudi i oso tio buwee in EXACTLY the same way* den finally reached sentosa. went to see merlion & musical fountain. musical fountain was nice...i tink the last time i went to see musical fountain was when i was in primary sch -_-" wanted to go skytower de...but no time :( after musical fountain, already late ler. no cable car. dear said waste money but i was damn happy :X LOL! cos heng Arrr!!! no need to sit cable car back *grins widely* ^^;; so went to take shuttle bus back from sentosa to harbourfront. wah peng. so so so many ppl lor. mostly is tourists man. i tink abt 90%? sheesh. cant stand the cheena ppl man. super barbaric man their behavior. anyway, reach harbourfront ler, ate at hawker centre den waited damn long for 166 to come. dear sent me home so reached home at abt 11plus :D hehe. now legs aching :/
tml...outing.....sunday.....going clarke quay and at night go send meiyuan off ler...sobsob T_T ........ sure going to miss her....anyway....so next 2 days busy busy busy ~_~ and money flying flying flying. my red packet money all poof ler. how nice =.=" i always dun spend much but once i do, tats it man. one shot i spend a whole lot @_@
these few days have been bad. friday, saturday and today. maybe too bored, nth to tink, nth to do, tink too much, zhi tao ku chi. or maybe expectations just have gone too high, patience have just ran out. haiz. must try to straighten things out.......maybe the problem is i always look unhappy/dao. cos i seldom smile, den seem like very unhappy =/ need to smile more. and dun always try to pick fights/arguments. must be contented. suo wei 'zhi zhu chang le'....
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WooT! 6th division sia! captain kuchiki~~~~~~ nii-sama!!! :x wahahhaa...anyway just finished watching bleach 17....wah wah wah...getting more and more exciting...go go ichigo!!!! must save rukia~~~ ^.^ but hmm...wonder wad will happen to rukia....and who's the 'he' that kuchiki mentioned? the guy tat ichigo resembles. hmm......cant wait for 18!!!! xD
still something wrong with my html code. in the beginning, at the 'DATTEBAYO' pop up...have to click ok twice...den tag board...after press tag once...wont refresh, but actually tag is already being sent.....WHY?zzz..how to solve man....gotta go thru the code again...haiz
instru paper was.....crap. zzz. lucky nv test chap 8 & 9 but den...still felt cheated la. cyc say test until chap 9, made me read everything, waste time man. :/
finally saw the FMA figurines i wanted for So sO SO long. It's at CLEMENTI's Comic Connection. WAd tHe!!!! -_-" so near me yet it isnt the first place i went to look for. made me go other place den cant find. ~!#$$%#$&^& gt one pokemon and one cute girl figurine mom say very cute....the girl...i STILL dunno which anime she's from!!! urgh...maybe tml thick skin abit go ask the person at the shop =.="
i tink im going down with gastric flu. after eating the maggie mee at 8pm, my tummy hurt like hell at 10pm. 2hrs later. oh my....still hurts alittle now...urgh.... haiz...i tink i go rest le...
today's mood: weird. why? i already did 2 weird things today. first was i woke up at 8am. =/ (for the past 2 weeks i have been waking up at lunch time...or after.) second weird thing. i just swept the whole house. O.o erm, so the house's really clean now. haven mop it yet though. ayee...*feels funny today*
met bobby kor yesterday. he passed me the stuffed toy and chocolates :D den sat at clementi mac tok tok abit. halfway, suddenly saw one girl wave at me. haha, it was may. lolz.
den in the evening, went to meet pig dear at tiong bahru. went to music junction. went to see jie lun's concert cd. den the person there say is a cd only (yes. i noe that -_-") den say the VCD coming on 4th. o.O woo. den after tat went comics connection. hmm, i still cant seem to find the really cute chibi figurines of full metal alchemist. sigh! >_< den anyway, took a bus down to zion road for dinner. eat alot ar...like pig liddat :X ate prawn mee soup, fried kway teow, carrot cake, ostrich steak and longan beancurd. awww, the beancurd really nice man ^__^
came back home, surprisingly, i managed to talk quite alot with someone whom i never talked to for the past 2 years. he said tat i was always busy, never reply him. like real leh, i was afraid of talking to him cos he like ignore me leh. zZz. anyway, we talked abt some stuffs, eg. rpg and humans. ha. like why im so sick of playing rpgs. cos sick of seeing selfish humans and their ways. actually i was fuming like mad for no reason yesterday. ok la, gt reason, but there wasnt a need to get angry. i was contemplating wif the idea of selling or nt selling my pt acct. den dear tell me something which TOTALLY FULLY made me SUPER sure i want to sell my acct and have NOTHING to do with pt anymore. that adulterous pair; tat old bitch and arrogant bastard are in the clan! WAH KAO. Thick skinned, no life pair actually zhao shang men and join forever. the clan is going to wan dan liao. So i decided, that's enuff. i dun want to have anything to do with THEM and with pt ever again. totally wash my hands off. frankly speaking, there isnt much i want to remember abt pt, not anymore anyway. of cos, i'd remember how jie pamper me inside the game :X , my miyu sis lar ^__^ and a SMALL handful of FRIENDS. other than that, it's all horrible memory.