^^ today ended sch early cos pon ss day :X den at abt 5 plus going to be 6, dear called. talk halfway suddenly gt ppl knock on my door o.O so ask him to hold on. go open door, O_O?! no one there. suddenly dear appeared. lol. scared me to death >_< !! lol. haha. den dear use the computer. i went bathroom. cos bathroom was wet den i step in nia, fell down ler T___T so pain!!!!! left knee blue black and swollen @_@ and back abit pain oso...cos slipped and landed on my butt =( ouch T__T
sigh. very saddening. the death toll of the tsunamis is getting higher and higher. :( still alot of people missing and now there's even a greater threat - the threat of an outbreak of disease due to all the corpses contaminating the waters. can say tat 2004 is/was a bad year for asia. first there was SARS, den there was the bird flu and now this. asia is really being hit pretty bad. haiz. hope 2005 will be a better year.
hmm. i so <3 wub my blog song. lol. although is old song but is one song which i hear x infinity times oso wont sianz. iono why. heh. hmm. anyway, today sch ended early, went to meet feng at ps. watched ocean's 12. wah. beginning was SOoOooOOoo.....boring. @_@ i changing sides to lean to prevent myself from falling asleep. (cos b4 tat ate pasta den very slpy lol) but after tat was damn nice. hahah~ :P ingenious man! wootz. nt to mention funny. Danny: "Do i look like 50 to u?" "Yea, but only frm the neck up." ROFLOL!
sian. still feeling very in holiday mood. nt to mention new year coming. gt holiday again. die. i totally dun feel like touching my homework. tml ifp quiz i oso sian sian to even pick up the notes and read. -_-" hmm. k la.. go slp le...tired~ oyasumi~
wow. seems like i din update my blog for centuries? lol. now xmas almost over ler. change song again. lol. hmm. actually alot of things to say, haha. so expect a long entry. okay first of all, my xmas was....-_-" so-so. cos had a cold war wif mom; she din lemme out on early xmas morning (12am++) to go meet dear and his frens. reason is cos of my stupid stupid cough. haiz~ anyway...mom cooked sirloin steak and korobuta (pork) and homemade cream of mushroom for xmas eve dinner. yummy rite? ^^ oh and i know her recipe for the cream of mushroom liaoz. wahahhaa. next time try. who want be guinea pig raise hands pls~? :X lol.
today went out wif dear to orchard. wah. so many ppl. sheesh. stupid dear keep psycho-ing me and make me gian to get E800C. idiot. @_@ no money!!! den took 14 home. wah pengz. i tink i'm so damn 'heng'. last last sunday take bus, bus breakdown at holland v. today bus keep stalling at EVERY bus stop from queensway ALL THE WAY to clementi. WTH!!! and i mean stalling = 3-4 mins stuck at bus stop the damn bus take soOo SoOo long to start up once it stops. wad the =.=" someone gimme 4 digits. i go buy 4d. so blardy 'heng'.
came home, wahh. watched news. pengz. earthquake can be felt in sg? particularly areas like toa payoh, clementi, bedok and some other east side areas. but 9am in the morning. i still slping like a log. so din felt it lol. wah...but seems some other asian countries are hit quite badly, like india. many lives were lost. :( anyway, also watched the last episode of '6weeks'. for ppl who dunno, 6weeks is a short singapore series abt a man who was diagnosed wif stomach cancer and has 6 weeks to live. (the man is played by adrian pang) very nice show. last episode was rather surprising. cos during the last few days of his 6weeks, doctor called him in and told him tat his cancer cells actually decreased so he could live longer than 6 weeks. but unfortunately, he still died. cos some idiotic moronic neighbour tat always INTENTIONALLY park his merz beside his (adrian's) honda beat him to death. T__T (bcos adrian has had enuff of tat guy's nonsense, adrian went to tat guy's office and told all his colleagues abt how inconsiderate tat guy is...made tat guy lose face. den tat guy take revenge. idiotic low-life.) yea, sad but overall a nice show.
was just tinking and trying to make new yr countdown plans. sadden me for quite awhile. 5 ppl i could tink of to ask out, 5 out of 5 had plans liao. -__-lll ....made me realized my social circle is pathetatically small. *sobs* i wonder wad happened. has it always been like tis? or ... seems like it began to become narrow after i gt together wif my 1st bf? i dunno. or maybe i just dunno how to maintain friendships ba...urgh. but den if i have a small social circle it shld be easy to maintain rite? eh. den wads the problem leh? too bo chap? too bo xim? too bad tempered? >_< i've gt to find out asap! SOS!!! so......means i need some character restructuring. @_@ and oso dear today say sumting to me tat is STILL STILL STILL bugging me!!!! urgh. so now i need character+image restructuring. zZz. oh! but wad good time to do tat. can start by coming up wif new years resolutions. lol. hopely i stick to them *crosses fingers* :X
JIU MING AR!!!!!!!!! so worried abt fyp and iap. urgh. i wanna go oiap but i cant afford to go. sigh. urgh so fan~ so many things to tink. need to choose fyp title b4 xmas eve. KNS LAR.....stress man~ and now coughing liao. T__T going mad soon. regret man. why i chose bms? haiz. shld have gone biotech. den can study fish or plants, den fyp gt more interesting choices. damnit. now too late to say tis. *sad laugh* hahaha. zzz feeling frantic liao. hoho~ siao liao. anyway, just now b4 come home and see the fyp titles, was actually enjoying myself at orchard. haiz. now all the xmas-y season feeling all poof liaoz. meh~~ T_T
oOps. did 2 things i shldnt have done or rather shld have thought abt it more carefully b4 i do them. first is eat tori katsu don. Er.....>_< yesterday had karaage don & ebi fry and today eat tori katsu! OH NOES!!!!!!!!!! T___T si liao si liao.....WHERE IS ALL THE HERBAL TEA. my throat is going to die. my throat is going to get it. damnit. why i nv tink carefully b4 i ordered lunch!!!!! shYt! urgh. 2nd thing. erm. i tink dear's gonna niam me liao. i was just whining to him abt my current financial status last night and tis morning. guess wad? 4hrs later i totally forgot abt it and went to splurge on stuffs. oh man. ok la. actually nt splurge lar. was trying to find xmas presents but in the end...*ahem ahem, cough cough* hmm. but ar i finally tink of the perfect(imho) xmas gift for mom~ yay~ haha. gonna get her a new purse :D lalala. ok. problem now is....where to find it...hmm...
have tis urge to try to cook something tis xmas. ziqin and yifang both say me liao lol cos tat time till now haven bake the cookies.(note: 'tat time' refers to almost 1 yr ago). bahhh. i very shi bai hor? @_@ anyway, wad to cook ar? pasta is out cos is boring and try b4 ler, was disasterous ^^" ... Right, pig dear? LOL...hmm..so...must slowly think again. tat day lanve suggested maggie mee. hurhur, very funny. maggie mee for xmas. -_____-lll ....hmmm........
zZz. no mood no mood. hai la. tml gt 2 practical tests. damnit. one at 8am sharp somemore. sianz. but tats only one of the things bothering me right now. im worrying abt something else though. super 'fan' now. reality bites. and im scarring and bleeding from all the bites right now. as if the house problem isnt a big enuff headache, now another problem come and join the club. urgh. im so frustrated. im sick of being in 'poverty'; im sick of this damn city; im sick of not being able to do anything abt the 2. urgh. maybe i shld go rob a bank or sumting. HA. going insane soon. someone better dial imh soon. uRGH. DAmnit. mom starting her stupid lecture on prioritisizing shyt. i better get off the comp to shut her up. one more sentence from her and i swear im going to explode liao.
woot. today had japanese lesson. whoa. my class, so few girls! eek. tink gt less than 10 girls in whole class. sheesh! but heng bev same class as me. anyway yoko-sensei is so kawaii~ lol. pretty and cute :P den learn jap. hoho~ "konnichiwa, ogenki desuka?" "genki des!" "odenwabango wa?" "hachi ichi zero zero ... blahblahblah" heheheh. lol. den for ifp, whoa. same case. whole class 3 girls including me. O_O wow. heng gt beibei and meiju same class as me. yea. and today mark tan let us off early. so alright la :P
sian. i wanna maple. >.< ! till now haven even got to train my rogue yet. zzz. cos gt work to do, hiragana to practise, ifp tutorial, 20 amino acids to learn, animes to watch, practicals to read up and tv to watch! bleah.
today was a short day :D 8-12~ 2 lectures - instru & acmb. yay. den after tat went home lor. played abit ms. den went out meet pig for dinner at orchard. den go home. WAH LAO. stupid TIBS bus. pUiz! i rushing home den took the 106 bus. travelled till reach holland v, one of the doors refused to close. and the driver kept going down to manually close the doors. no luck. den he kept trying for like 15-20mins. still no luck. den everyone had to get off the bus. WAH KAO. SWAY LUCK. grr. den after tat, waited at the bus stop. zZz. so many ppl had to squeezy into a smaller 106 bus. grr. and gt tis stupid filipino maid stand beside me. kNs. she taking so many bags and pian pian wanna stand beside me. den after tat gt space liao, she can move behind i cant move she oso bo move. wah lao eh. qi si wo. zZz. and her bags poking me >.< felt like kicking them. grrr. anyway later finally gt space i faster chiong and move behind. Zzz.
sian tml IS. haiz. until now i oso dunno who in my jap class............SIAN AR.....1-5~~~~ yawnz.
woot. watched star awards. haha. liddat lor. lazy to comment. hmm. kiwi and mingz both gana sispec. aww. back to jungle life for the both of them =/ dunno when then can see mingz again. ha. so long nv see him liao. hope the both of them are fine. sch reopens for sp ppl tml~ cheers? haha. :X me and pig....haiz. trying nt to quarrel again >.< really really tired ler. the quarrels are wearing me out. so must try to prevent/avoid them as much as possible. okay la. end here. shyt! almost 12? damnit. i go pack for sch le. ciaoz
nothing much to say liao. dun want to think so much abt it. frm now on is do everything and anything to boost my immune system, tat includes trying nt to get angry/worried so much. k la. nitez.
today went back sch...hmm..hai hao la. still beary weak tho. walk abit nia tired and BACKACHE! OMG. the backache killing me. tats for lying in bed 1 and half FULL DAY. uRGh!!!!! BONES WANT TO BREAK lol....
finally gt s.h.e - encore on my compy. =.=" comment? erm. so-so la. =/ 1st 2 songs nice...after tat....well...erm. =| lol. anyway today zq say my blog layout too ... (i tink she meant complicated or something) she say she dun like. sobsob~ lol. cos hard to scroll down. alamak. T.T nvm nvm. later when free / feel like changing den change lol. finally, TGIF! sheesh. (12:01) hmm....no bleach no gundam seed destiny...nth to dl! SIANZ. waiting for that slow poke pig to pass me naruto. OH YEA. better finish zq's stairway to heaven b4 naruto arrives. otherwise......hou guo bu kan she xiang. sigh. these few days feeling abit dull liddat. =/ and...no one to spam wif me leh. tat toot roy. always nt on msn. must be ms-ing. zzz. ALAMAK. lol. i just finish typing nia....he msg one big "ARLOW~" lol. shuo dao chao chao, chao chao dao. heh. anyway next week sp ppl sch reopen ler, yes yes? hoho~ den later 20th liddat would be nyp? i tink? hmm..k la...dunno wad i typing for oso? to waste time? funny, last nite when i had insomnia, i swear i could type out one whole essay of wad i was going thru my mind -.-" nvm. if later cant slp again. will update again. meanwhile, good nitey~ ciaoz.
today's supposed to be the 3rd day of school but im at home wif mc -.-" first day of sch nia gt fever. alamak. it gt real bad on tuesday. 39.6 T_T spent the whole day in bed. rest until my whole body aching. zZz went to see doctor. so gt 2 days mc (tues&wed) zzz...tonsils again. sigh! must have been the fried chicken and curry puff >.> tml going back sch le....still feeling weak tho...=/ bah...no more fried and chilli stuffs for a long long long time. sobz ~T_T~
i am so freaking sian, moody and easily irritable. thx pig dear for trying to cheer me up today. so sian just thinking of school tml. bah. and tat white guilitian seller is driving me nuts. it's like he and me are playing hide and seek! i offline he online, i online he offline. WTH!! i cant find him, he cant find me! GRRR! bTh liao i go watch bleach 9 see can qi xiao or nt. grr