dreadful december.
anyway, mom's checkup result came out on 4th dec. was not good at all. panicked, cried, lost. all of the above. thankfully there's always God to count on. eventually mom got over it faster than i did. definitely would have to go under the knife before christmas, really depends on what mom chooses.
still hating work, i guess the work itself is so-so (OK for now, will get worse nxt time), but the people are totally unacceptable....-_-" lurfu says that if i can tahan them, anywhere else would be a breeze. maybe... still pondering whether to give up, whether i should have taken the 2nd chance instead, wondering which is it that i really prefer....
wonder what are God's plan for me? why are times like these so difficult to get through...perhaps it's all part of the lesson and journey. *sigh.