...are vast and infinite. :\ (will elaborate later)
anyway, went to Ebiboshi Shotengai at iluma with lurfu on friday evening. passed by there once or twice but didn't managed to get to try the food there. interesting concept. was particularly entertained by the RFID menus they had. hehe. used a pointer and tap on the menu to order the dishes. not bad at all! although after awhile...the robotic voice from the pointer that repeats your order gets a little annoying. lol. ordered 2 sets from the xmas menu. food was not bad but could be better.
went to L4D2 with the guys on saturday. as usual the lan shop was packed. mental note to self: do not use the toilet at the shop. so scary. >_< we completed 2 campaigns, the last stage of the 2nd campaign was @_@ kept getting swarmed by all the zombies. in the end, the frying pan is your best friend. *pong your way through all the heaps of zombies and have your screen splattered with blood. (bubear ask me to imagine my workplace people as the zombies when i one-shot them with the frying pan. LOL) anyway, in the end only dan managed to make it to the chopper. the 3 of us (me, love and jh) all died. so the last game was dedicated in memory of the 3 of us. HAHA. it's so moorbid that it's hilarious.
gotta start my search again. hopefully get out before probation. maybe, maybe not. unconfirmed but somewhat decided. time will tell.
mom's op will be on 23rd. sigh. wanna take leave but stupid unreasonable cat dunno will let me or not. feel like throwing letter if i dun get to. haha. RIGHT.
there are indeed many barriers to happiness. breaking them down truly requires change. wow definitely isn't helping much nowadays. sadly, money doesn't as well :X (for me anyway). perhaps i need to go seek something more meaningful to do. the msg for me on the fb application for today is:
On this day of your life, we believe God wants you to know ... that your task is not to seek for love, but to seek and melt all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. God loves you with the very air you breathe, the very light that touches your skin, the very ground that supports you. Love is everywhere, - melt your barriers, and you will have love in abundance.
HMM. *ponder ponder. anyway, now i kind of understand why working people splurge. i wonder if that helps. anyhow, i need to find a way to get past this. if not, it's gonna be a downward spiral to depression -_-"