No, I ain't talking about a 4-wheel drive. I'm talking about my motivation to sprint/walk/drag finish the very last leap of this stupid race. Urgh. And I can't seem to find it anywhere. Help! Even then, my cry for help sounds so pathetic and futile. Why is this last phase so damn difficult. Oh no, please don't remind me - it almost hasn't even started right? And yet...the resistance to moving forward is so great. Half the time, i'm thinking of choosing the easy way out. Can't get what i want? Nvm, forget it. Quit lor. Go for something else. Don't like this timing? It's okay, i can afford it, drop lor. Whatever happened to 'take it and make it happen'? Aahh. Seriously! How do I get it back?