end of ah bu's CA1s. finally caught p.s. i love you at cine today, with him. i felt the show was quite nice and meaningful. the person who wanted to watch it more felt that 'it was alright lah.' gah. anyway, i felt that near the beginning of the show, the time just right after jerry died, was painful to watch. i couldn't hold my tears when holly was dialing jerry's mobile phone repeatedly to hear his voicemail message just so she can hear his voice, now that he's no longer around. and when morning came, she made coffee for 2. at night before she turned in, she just sub-consciously, out of habit asked jerry to switch off the bedside lamp. sad. =( but i guess, there are certain meaning bits that was mentioned and i felt that it was really good. like how the mother said that the second most painful thing a parent can experience aside from losing a child is seeing the child walking the same wrong path that the parent had walked before and there's nothing the parent can do about it. no wonder the mother seem so bitter and grumpy always. and also the bit about how, in the end, all of us are going to be alone, (that's why we need God!) and in that sense, all of us are together too.
on to the title of this entry. i love/hate the internet! lol. REALLY! As much as I am truly thankful for the vast amount of information that can be found on the web, be it gossip, for educational purposes, news, easy access to videos etc, i absolutely loathe it for making time pass so fast when im using it!!!!! I know it's no fault of the web lah, but i just want to whine. lol! it's like when im online, possibly doing NOTHING even, 1 hour of time just ZOOMS pass like 5mins! WHAT IS THIS! But when im offline, time flows at a more humane rate. haha. alright. less complaining so that i can get my lazy ass off to work. still have yet to accomplish anything today. jeez.