stupid nose. feeling leaky/itchy ever since i came back from central at 10pm. i think it's cos the weather was spine-chilling freezing cold and i let my lao bu have my sweater. *hao wei da oh* lol! like real! haha~ hero become bear, a sick one at that. bleah. tummy's a tad better~ though still feeling very uncomfortable and bloated cos of the heatiness and indigestion i think. man, i hate this feeling! no appetite for food, and u noe, food = life for me. so =(. think it's the late nights & irregular meals. gahhh...
i havent gotten ANYTHING new to wear for CNY. yawnz. can they faster change season or something? i'm so damn sick of super short dresses and tops with ah ma tights. no offense to the people who are following this trend right now, but i cant seem to find something that catches my eye and that DOESN'T fit into either of the 2 categories~! *frustrated*
was rather surprised that an aussie guyfren (who's 2 yrs younger than me) came pouring out his frustrations to me on msn just now. why? cos he always seems so happy go lucky and he;s the one always doing the consoling/advising. i didn't realise that he had done so much thinking/planning about his future with his gf of 5yrs. and now, it all seems to be going down the drain for him. i guess when u start to talk abt marriage, things start to get REALLY complicated again. That's quite expected isn't it? It's a new phase in life; a new chapter altogether. in laws, house, wedding itself is a big headache already - banquet, engagement ring, photos, blah blah blah....urgh. okay. nvm. even thinking abt it makes me feel stressful liao. haha! cos the whole thing just means $$$$$ needed. zzz. now now, u know that $$$ is the root of all evil.
too many things on my mind right now. cos i went to spy my dear friends blogs, got me thinking abt them. made me quite concerned n a tad bit depressed. i shall go retreat to my comfy bed and go 'gossip' with God. that is, if i do not fall right asleep first. teehee.