okay. i think i really should be sleeping instead of blogging, 'cause i have a busy day ahead tomorrow! (going out with love and meeting the girls for dinner. and now suddenly got sec sch gathering! i wanna go both! =[ ) hee! but i really really need to pen this down, lest i get lazy and decide not to and then my memory fails me and then i can't remember and then history repeat itself. blah blah blah.
continuing from my previous entry. i really typed that in the fit of anger. yes, i know i'm supposed to be quick to listen, slow to anger. but frankly speaking, it's way easier said than done. hai. and i'm starting to think that i should really filter what i type. exercise more responsibility in what i put up here and also consider the feelings of people who read this space. however, it would then defeat the whole purpose of this space in the first place. argh! dilemma~ still, it doesn't change the fact that the previous entry as well as my actions on new year's eve broke a certain special someone's heart. i'm so sorry baby >_<
Blinded by anger, disregarded others' feelings, failure to see things from another perspective and ended up doing something spiteful. =(
2 main qualities of children of God - giving and forgiving. sadly, both were nowhere to be found.
nevertheless, thank you for being so patient and understanding and thank God for His mercy and grace once again.
Did i mention that me and love walked from vivocity to west coast mcdonalds? lol. yep. WALKED. started walking from 2+am and made our way to west coast mcdonalds. reached mac at abt 5am. we really took our time to talk, sort out the upsetting issues, and walk. legs sour like dunno wad and very veyr sleepy. love send me home at abt 6.30+am then he went home.
guess im not really inclined to write anymore about what happened exactly. i shall just let the actions do the talking. need to settle bidding of electives soon, so that i can enjoy my getaway in peace! can't wait!