i'd be heading for my much awaited getaway! hehe ^_^ secret rendezvous, so i cannot say much :x lol~ got lots of things on my mind right now, though i'm supposed to be heading to bed. shall try to summarise everything b4 i go dreamland.
service today. haha~ why haha? cos once again i can't help smiling at the familiar 'cannot be just a coincidence' situation. before i reached church, i was kind of thinking about what message God would give to me (thru pastor of course) on the start of the new year. when i got to church, vincent (love's cg leader) was at the door (he normally isn't) and greeted both of us with a warm handshake and welcome. we found our seats. the service was packed. we found our seats. there was an empty seat beside me and i thought no one so i left my bag there. then later one of the ushers said someone needed the seat. so okay, take my bag away. someone came to sit down beside me, and it was none other than gan ann. (she's love and chun's 2 yr jc classmate, also in the same cg as love & chun.) sermon was about God's vision for the church. 4 core values - CARE. 1) Care grps to share God's grace. 2) Authority based on God's word. 3) Reach out with God's love. 4) Edify to build up God's people. okay, i must say i was rather alert when pastor mentioned the first core value. i guess alert is understatement; it was more like "oh man..." with a tinge of guilt that i had tried hard not to portray. maybe no one will be reminded or say anything. BUT then ah, i couldn't 'escape' it. lol. cos before long, gan ann asked me go for cg this friday. okay. i didn't answer her. didn't know how to answer. cos was too stunned to react properly. then later when the service was over, love and i walked to the gate of church. then love suddenly chuckled and said "haha~ i think God's telling u to go cg liao." i was taken aback but i understood what he was driving at, so i answered "becos of sermon?" then he said "yah, and also, who was at the door when u arrived? none other than...vincent! and who sat beside u and asked u to go cg? gan ann!" lol. okay. i admit it's alittle hard to say that they're coincidences. but aiyo. i really cant get past the feeling scared of going cg. >_<
next person on my mind. xuan jie. dear friend, please take care okay! dun think so much~
msged xiaoyun just now cos i kaypo and sensed wedding bells ringing. it's quite common now le. not young liao T_T anyway, tell me why i'm not surprised when she said must settle flat first, marriage can come later. hai. so freaking ex to settle the flat. can die leh! gah.
mommy dearest has been encouraging me to take a part-time course of interest after i grad from uni. at this point of time i really can't think of any course off hand. computing? nah. biz? maybe. acc? no way. but i do feel like helping out at something. possibly in ministry? but i feel im far too immature (spiritually) to serve in ministry. nvm. get past the barrier for cg first :X
alright la. i really think i shld stop here. typing any further would dampen my spirits. CANNOT! after all today is a good day (so was sunday!). woot! go koon liao. prepare for tml's trip! see u in 4 days time. muacks~ dunch miss me!