Huh? Haha! The title totally doesn't make sense to what I'm gonna blog about. Anyway, was experiencing a bout(?) of spiritual dryness lately, till i felt better after today's service. I kind of needed reminding and i got reminded. At lunch, a brother shared his testimony which i had wanted to hear for some time already and he, being concerned and missed both me and bubu for 2 weeks (very long didn't see him le) was so happy when he found out about the news. i couldn't help but beam when he said so sincerely 'welcome to the family'. it was the same sincere, concerned enthusiasm as well as happiness seen when i told ling about it as well. =) i think only love didn't react this way >_> because i think he didn't react at all -_-" But then when i casually mentioned it to a friend, what he said made me question myself. The worse kind of doubt is really self-doubt. Sigh.
But yeah, i guess love is right. the friend was merely speaking from a non-believer pov and that his questions to me were not unjustifiable anyway. Never mind. I think i'll just have to take things real slow for now. I probably need the followup chun was talking about. I also probably need to stop being so hard on myself in searching for the answers to clear my own doubts.