seems that this blog might actually slowly become an outlet of my frustration instead of record of what's been happening in life. argh. i sure hope it doesn't end up that way. my very first blog at livejournal did, and everytime i read it (when i get too free and too bored) my heart just aches.
my rant for this week (and yes, i've repeated it to 6 people already) - i feel so dead. IT1001 project due 31st Oct; current progress: Content = incomplete = Oh shyt. Website = simple = Oh noes. Overall = CHUI. The week after next, stats written assignment, GEK poster, GEK assignment due. Progress: Nadah! SIAN. Worse is, people are already halfway through or starting to study for exams already. I'm still stuck with projects and lagging WAY behind. damnit! Hate those people! ~!@#$%^&* sigh. but it all boils down to me, my fault for letting it all snowball. i am simply hopeless at time management. :(
the fortune teller lady is back in singapore. she just sms-ed me today. anyone want their fortune told? though i still remember what she said to me 2 years ago, i guess it's time that i slowly step away from all this fortune telling and palm-reading etc. can't help but feel that they might tend to become self-fulfilling prophecies and also it tends to consume all of you. maybe it's just me ;x
Mm, sometimes i really wish i wasn't made the way i am. I'm not talking about physical appearances; i've long gotten over the countless 'Eh, you need to eat more' and how i look or dress already. I'm talking about the way i behave, react and speak. =\ Sometimes i really feel i jeopardize myself by being overly honest, outrightly frank and just basically don't know how to express gratitude and praises properly. that aspect in me is totally dysfunctional or perhaps not present at all! haha! People hate the way things are said to them frankly and straight in the face. -__- hai. That's why i think i should just keep my mouth shut sometimes. ;x Before i offend someone unknowingly and she/he starts to stab me in the back slowly but surely. I also don't possess the ability to act like i can stand or even enjoy the company of someone/people that i obviously dislike. I know some people can. I'm starting to wonder if this ability is innate. =\ If only i can conceal my behavior, just as long as i'm under the radar ;x
aiyah. darn. it's past 9pm already. wth. no more facebook-ing, no more blogging. time to get started on work. ah! i haven't even complained about the creep who's bothering me these few days. Yes, creep. Bubu just calls him an ass. I don't usually use the word 'creep' because so far no one has earned the 'honourary' title of being called one by me. Not until he proved himself worthy. Jeez. Tiny tiny side note: Why no one support me in the fighter's club ar? sho sad. T_T people don't like me. lol. bubu pick fight with me in the end he got 2 supporters, i only got one nia. bah. unfair. watch out, QCC, i'll definitely demand a rematch! =P