-_-" ziqin asked me 'eh, why u always complain on ur blog?' good question. because i've used up all other outlets of frustration & anger. nah. because i feel that if i rant to people, they'll feel annoyed / don't bother to listen / worse - act like they're listening. if i put it here, they can choose to read or not. don't like then don't read. simple.
nowadays my emotions really have a limited spectrum. they range from dead-tired to freaking peeved to bloody depressed. that's pretty much it. nothing else. 3 miserable scales. (The rest are just too short-lived to measure up). wth. dead-tired ~ from all the rushing of assignments & projects, severely deprived of sleep. freaking peeved ~ the stupid website is really testing my patience for web editing. i have NEVER ever done something that can seem SO simple yet require bloody stupidly insane amount of tedious work. PUI! ~!@#$%^&* bloody depressed ~ when i see where i'm stuck at, i really start to question my capabilities. can't seem to find a logical answer. lack of sleep getting to me? horrendous time management? lack of effort? drop in IQ? aging? you've got to be kidding me!
eF. i'm off to bed. tomorrow's another LONG & miserable day. maybe i shld just learn from some people - feign ignorance or simply can't be bothered. then maybe i just could escape from everything.