okay, that was very lame. -_-" sigh~ super bored. suddenly i seemed to have lost direction in life. totally NOT interested in every aspect of my life right now. er...maybe not EVERY. family, SO, friends, health and God are still where i would want to invest my time on. all the rest is just *yawns* yes yes, now is not the time to be thinking of these kind of things. but i just can't help it. consecutively 3 funeral wakes at my void deck, possibly 'cause of the high proportion of elderly folks living in my block but still, at least i hope they were happy with their lives.
oh, and eh, maybe i shouldn't be saying this but recently someone told me a piece of news which totally made me feel so upset for the girlfriend - the victim who got cheated upon but is still in the dark about the whole thing. Besides that, it totally proved that what love said about this person was right in the first place, and jeez, it just made my impression of the person get from neutral to nothing. yep, it IS really that bad. and even though the person shared it with me, you could say he repented in some sense but eh i'm no priest and am about as forgiving as the average person. i told him i'll pray for him but i have yet to do so. seriously, i can't even find it in myself to forgive him for what he had done, how am i supposed to pray for him? besides, i think despite what he says about feeling sad for his gf, i doubt he's doing anything to try to make things work and hardly feeling any sense of regret even. mmm. maybe on 2nd thought, should pray for the gf instead. lol~ i am mean >:(