kinda in a very sad mood now. ~_~ was very shocked when cheeseng asked me who's xu wei lun. i told him she's a young and quite pretty taiwanese actress. then he told me she passed away in an car accident. i immediately went "HUH?! what the?" the news was just too unbelievable and shocking. and just the other day, i was checking my nus webmail and saw the email regarding the demise of a life science undergrad. *sigh. it's just saddening. how one day you can be here and the other maybe not? life's so unpredictable and fragile.
lets change the mood abit. on friday when amanda asked me what were my plans for the weekend, i replied a 'try to study for genetics test'. she was like "really meh?" and gave me doubtful look. wei~~~ then she started to say how my entries would be like and what she guessed that i would be doing for the next few days. like how i would have cooking sessions with love on tuesdays, weekend go here go there enjoy, then later complain about no time to study for test etc etc. im so predictable huh? :P i didn't know whether to laugh or to cry. lol! so i just looked like i was hurt. hahaha! so yeah, im going to change the style of my entries liao! okay, amanda? LOL~~~~~
on saturday we went to kampong glam for the changing landscapes field trip. imo, the trip was pretty boring if u ask me @_@ and there was the assignment as well. ah sian. all the field trips come with strings attached. but i did leave the place with some questions in mind. like what defines ethnicity and identity. what made the place so 'malay'? was it the sultan mosque or ...?
anyway after the trip, me, amanda, guan rui and love went to beach road hawker center to have our lunch. we all ate the very famous and nice chilli mee. after that we chatted for abit while eating chin chow (glass jelly). then the issue of religion came up. i must say it's really a very very very x 1054375437594 sensitive issue to talk about. can't remember who asked guan rui how he became christian. but i know i was interested to know the answer, 'cause i feel it's always nice to hear testimonies like this, of how non-believers become christians. i've heard love's story before already, way back when we weren't together yet. so ya, it was nice of guan rui to share his story with us :) from that, i realised that somehow, i guess its not uncommon for those people who believe that there is indeed a God but arent christians, to be waiting for something BIG to happen. A single huge sign or signal or event to take place, that will totally change their lives and make them truly believe. i know i am still, waiting for "the calling". though recent events have been somewhat close to it, but i guess im just not ready.
after our long lunch, love and i headed to the national lib while amanda and guan rui went to take mrt. we went to do some reading up at the lib. i was feeling so so so sleepy that i dozed off every now and then on the couch @_@
we went to bugis hawker centre for dinner. i couldn't make up my mind on what to eat and later i settled for pork porridge. big mistake #1. because that was the start of the whole episode that made me freaking peeved. i told the uncle my order loud and clear. then he asked for my seat number. as i was sitting 1 row away from his stall he insisted that he'll serve it in a styroform bowl. wad the hell? then i told him that he can just serve it in the normal bowl and i'll bring the bowl back when im done. No, he said, it would be too hot to hold, it would inconvenient the cleaners, everyone is doing that, ask me dun make things difficult for him. W.T.F! What a whole load of freaking bloody lame excuses. PUI. a large part of me just wanted to walk away and ignore that moron. yet i dunno for what stupid reason, i frowned and said an unwilling "okay lah". BIG MISTAKE #2. (probably the biggest) the uncle then rattled on, trying to justify what he suggested was right but yeah right, like i gave a shyt to what he said, was already pissed enough. i paid for the stuff and he gave me the change. i frowned again. i stared at him and said "i ordered with egg." and the bloody idiot had the cheek to answer me "huh? i didn't add egg leh" WAD THE HELL. ARE U A RETARD? he then hurried added an egg, which was FREAKING overcooked. haiz. just my luck. i carried the food back to the seat and started to spill the whole incident to love. as i was relating it, it got be so so so pissed to even recall abt it, such that i broke down -_- i was just so frustrated at the way i acted (or the lack of it). but i tink i must have scared love and the people there. why this person react like that. :/ oh well. anyway, yea, i was over it after a bit. i didn't touch the porridge at all but instead ate like half of love's rice+soup.
sunday. i was supposed to follow love to the first service but we both couldn't wake up. lol. thus we ended up going to the second service, the youth service instead. wow. totally different crowd from the first. really alot of youths, all very young, like secondary school kind. oh man, make me feel so old lol~ the service was not bad. the message was about forgiveness, forgiving others and asking for forgiveness. kinda spoke me in more ways than one i guess. 1 cross plus 3 nails = 4give. after service we went to crystal jade at holland village.
we got seats upstairs but not near the window :( they placed us beside a family of 4. when i sat down i didnt see who the people were. then the daughter looked at me so i looked back then i turned to glance at the mother and i went O_O! it was dr. phang. yes, dr phang my poly lecturer and fyp sup. then i immediately shot love the shocked and surprised look. she didnt see me though. wah. so coincidental. sg is so small @_@ haha. quite tio chua. wanted to greet her but shy leh. so i waited till they were about to leave then i smiled at her. haha~ so qiao la. i was sitting beside her and she didn't notice i oso almost didn't notice can. if her daughter didn't look at me i probably would have missed her.
later we swap seats and get the seats beside the window. in less than 5 mins later, suddenly a familiar looking guy in white sat down beside me. o_O! goodness! it was purple fwen, chun choon la! so qiao again, lol. and almost the whole of love's cg was gonna go there for lunch too~ i felt abit awkward cos like machiam i was the only thing preventing him from sitting with them T_T but it was okay la, weijia, whom i met last week at church, came over and talk to love. he remembered my name! not bad not bad haha~ we finished our lunch and said goodbye to the whole bunch of them (10++ ppl i tink) and went to coffee club for dessert. love was craving for the mudpie and i had my usual iced earl's vanilla. whoa. the mudpie was really ownage. insanely good but well, i didnt eat much of it cos i was scared of getting headache @_@
i tink i shld stop here liao. need to sleep though i have no class for tml and tuesday :D (need to study for genetics test on wed tho) but someone has school and still waiting up fer me. ciaoz~!