i havent been updating. it's not that nothing's been up; it's really pretty much the opposite. but well. haiz. i really didnt want to complicate things, but they just turned out this way, how was i even to know or do anything about it? -_-x no one wants to save me from the drama, i cant save myself from it either. whatever my actions, someone is bound to get hurt. and i seriously dont want to hurt anyone anymore than i already did. yet, until i find a solution to this, the whole vicious cycle of hurt is going to continue. maybe, it's time i seek shelter from Him.