im tired, uncertain and thinking of too much things for my own good. goodness! i wish i could just concentrate on my work! i'm lacking so so so far behind already. crap! pek chek. the things people are telling me with regards to my decision. i know now it's no longer about right or wrong. it's more out of concern of my welfare. should i listen? i dunno what to do now. argh. kill me la.