bah. my saturday just gone like that. -_-x anyway i went to bed after i typed the previous entry. i was so so so tired, i didnt even sms love before he left for m'asia for the weekend. kinda regret it now but there's nth i can do T_T i logged off msn, head hit the pillow nia KO-ed till 11am saturday morning. didnt have enough energy to wait for him to finish dota. :/ bleh.
anyway my day was really really slack. i slept, slept and slept. woke up at 12 plus, went to buy lunch. ate lunch, took out socio readings. sat on the bed and dozed off. woke up at 6pm. Oh my goodyness~ the time just poofed man. wad a big time-waster i am! EEK.
talked to meiyuan on msn. i finally got around to asking her the question that i have been DYING to ask, but kept forgetting -_-x and gosh, was i surprised at the answer. it's really....aiyo i dunno how to say man. it's no wonder she understood what i was going through the few weeks, but she handled the matter WAY better than me. But actually, hers wasnt really as complicated as mine la, but yea, there was that all too familiar similarity between her situation and mine. makes u really wonder whether was plain coincidence or whether she was 'meant' to share what she went through with me. ah. anyway, after my talk with her, it got me thinking about stuff which i have no answers to. it's quite odd in the sense that this whole thing is sort of making me question my beliefs. hmm...... i'll talk to him abt it when he gets back, which is one long day away~ *sigh*