i know i've let alot of people dear to me down. im sincerely sorry, but i know no matter what i say, the damage is/was already done. i was irresponsible about my actions. but i just cant help it that my heart is speaking so much louder than anything else. i did absolutely nothing the whole day, didnt have the mood to. i just slept my day away. i read through my old livejournal, blurty and the archives of this blog. and i found this from my blurty:
SCORPIO WOMAN
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>
> A simple woman who always show what kind of moods
> she is in. You can tell
> right way if she upset, or if she is flirting with
> you. She displays
> herself with her act much more than trying to say it
> for it's in her
> character.
>
> A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality.
> She is confident and
> deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She
> hates to think she is
> borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain
> social acceptable rules.
> She is a real woman and despite her innocent and
> childish looks, she has a
> spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if
> they think she is a good
> follower, they are wrong.
>
> She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring.
> She likes to have power
> and control over other people, but this will be only
> her secret, so you will
> only see a cute woman. Every things she does will
> look good, and she has all
> the woman's trick you can think of. She can
> manipulate men without they
> knowing it.
>
> If you think she's going to do everything you say
> because she loves you, then
> you will be disappointed. She could be a little
> tomboyish and she can
> understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may
> say sweet words which
> could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio
> woman. She will use her
> X-ray eyes to read your thoughts about what you just
> said or what you are going
> to say. She always smile and she can really hide her
> feeling.
>
> She will constantly show you that she loves freedom.
> If she has freedom, she
> will not leave you, but will even love you more. If
> she wants something, she
> will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth
> sense of people and you
> can feel that energy feed back when you around her.
> She likes a man who can
> earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel
> proud of that man. A
> man with power over her should not threat or
> challenge her confidence. She
> likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy
> man especially if she
> start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is
> a plus if he hold a
> degree or a good career.
>
> She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either
> loves or hates, there
> are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no
> "may be", or "perhaps". If
> she is real mad, she will trash and throw things.
> Her wind storm can sweep
> all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on
> your head for this
> matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother
> favorite china for she has
> good quality as much as her bad temper.
>
> Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be
> long. She will put herself
> together and back to be that hot chili again. If she
> loves you, it will be
> no matter what other people may say. Her
> relationship will be more important
> than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason,
> you may know some
> Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.
>
> She is spoilt, but she allows her love one to over
> power her. Dating this
> woman, you should not keep old love letters in your
> pocket or in your house.
> It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never
> mind she will argue about
> this since this is a big deal for a suspicious
> woman. Remember she has a
> temper of the shrew.
>
> If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you
> likewise and double it.
> If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3
> times. She is quite fair
> in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much
> as she can pretend to
> accept things for now and wait for a pay back
> revenge in the future. If you
> are nice to hear, she will double that to you as
> well. A real fair woman.
>
> She likes to make and spend money. She likes to have
> fame and reputations,
> and never let herself broke and have no name at the
> same time. She is too
> proud and will not accept status of being "Poor".
> She loves to have face, so
> if you are a manager with small salary, she will be
> proud more than more
> money being a truck driver. She hates to think and
> she cannot stand a
> feeling of being a "Nobody".
>
> If you like her, play a little hard to get. This
> will excite her a bit. When
> you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not
> let she knows that you
> have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her
> up on time or better to
> go 5-10 minutes early.