i've kinda stopped blogging ever since that thing happened. u, on the other hand, blogged again after more than 3 years of leaving ur blog to rot. what an irony. all of sudden, u want to record down what u did days after that, as for me, i just simply didnt know how to put to words what i had gone thru. there are really ZILLIONS of things i wanna say. but i just cant get myself to blog them. not becos i didnt want to record them, but there are things that cant be known yet, not right now. perhaps in the near future.