Reached home, watched tv. was still okay de. then asked zq send me the proteo n wisp slides. wad the shyt. my connection got problem, cannot receive. so okay, she sent to my gmail. i went to open gmail. downloading at 11.1kb/s WHAT THE HELL! ok nvm, slowly wait. abit pek chek liao.
as if it couldnt get any worse. the best part is still to come. pig called and ask me abt wad time exactly he can come and fix my pc. (change casing n add new hard disk) the original plan was he come at 8, den do until 1, when i end classes. but today den i remember got lab pract after wisp and somemore we going to rehearse at 8am. so i told him i cant liao. he purposely plan his schedule and everything, made plans to come to my place and fix my comp then suddenly i realised i cant meet him so then he got angry, i got angry. so both of us started arguing and quarrelling. really fiercely. i was yelling and shouting like mad. as if it would get any better. another stupid thing happened. the other person in my house, was listening to the argument though she is watching the damn tv show. she first started with her unnecessary comments. like "Aiyo...why u so fierce..." then started asking so many damn bloody freaking unimportant questions. so...this is just great lor, on one hand, i had to argue over the phone and on the other i had to explain in a calm manner the reason why im arguing. What The Flying donkey lor. of course, as the arguments & "explanations" proceeded i got more and more frustrated such that i started yelling at both sides already. i got so angry i felt like i was going to bao xue guan or get myocardinal infarction or something. then of cos i got yelled at from both sides lar but i dun care man, they were asking for it. anyway, in the end, mom started yelling back oso liao, cos she couldnt stand my yelling. fine, so i told her in the most possible calm manner (u know how hard it is to try to speak calmly when u're fuming mad?!) that i didnt want to talk to her abt this anymore and ask her to stop asking questions. but seriously, i still tink it's partially her fault that i yelled at her. who ask her not to mind her own business and catch me at the wrong time. then after that pig oso calmed down ler. i tink cos he heard her screaming at me. (see how loud she was yelling as well?) somehow i duno why, i tink is out of pity for me or what, but pig always stops yelling whenever my mom starts to yell at me. so yeah, then he gave me a crash-course lecture on how to dismantle my cpu and fix it into my new casing. going to do that on saturday.
was already dying from the stress of wisp and proteo. though on the outside, i look damn bloody relaxed. actually im super stressed lor, still am now. and the argument totally kill off every bit of optimism left in me. so now im feel like a zombie liao. lack of sleep. fatigue. peeved. and before you start saying "aiyah big deal lah....." im telling you, yes, it's cause THE WHOLE WORLD owes me a big deal, got it?