these few days have been bad. friday, saturday and today. maybe too bored, nth to tink, nth to do, tink too much, zhi tao ku chi. or maybe expectations just have gone too high, patience have just ran out. haiz. must try to straighten things out.......maybe the problem is i always look unhappy/dao. cos i seldom smile, den seem like very unhappy =/ need to smile more. and dun always try to pick fights/arguments. must be contented. suo wei 'zhi zhu chang le'....