am super pissed off right now, yet totally confused as well. i dunno who i am anymore. been sick for so darn long tat it made me miss so many things - music camp, bbq outing, upcoming class chalet oso going miss. wth. i have no life left. damnit. stupid tonsil giving so much damn freaking problems. im 20, for heaven's sake. i shld be helping to bring the money in and nt making the money go out wif all the stupid medical bills. other 20 yr olds are either working, studying hard for exams or having fun outside and here i am, stuck at home; going mad. was frustrated enough abt being stuck at home and wad mh just said only fuel the fire. all i can feel now is anguish and confusion. cant even tink straight right now. need to keep myself occupied otherwise i feel as though i'll just snap and go crazy.