im feeling so confused, messed up and frustrated. urgh. xiaoling (our class palm reading guru ^^") is right i guess. nt tt i wanna be 'mi xing' or wad, but my love line really does have alot of crosses, as in it's not one clear line across the palm. she says my xing hen bu ding, meaning im insecure & tink abt alot of things~ :/ true yet again. sigh >_<" 14mths already, and im still having doubts? i cant believe myself. i oso dunno wad im afraid of or holding back...............