haiz. im hopeless. why? i lack discipline to a degree u can never imagine or describe. urgh. really hate myself for tat. just now pig called, nearly had a argument with him. cos he asking me study liao mah, den i answered nt really, which was true den he was saying if no As for any module he dun want to come out or meet. i got pissed and said whatever, dun meet is just fine wif me. >.> luckily, his hp going to no battery le ( gd or bad?) so put down. urgh. den today told mom i will mop the floor & cook dinner. in the end both oso din do. crap man. no wonder she so fed up. and of cos gana scolding. (i deserved it anyway) maybe tml i shld think of something, try to cook dinner or wad. mom's hand still pain, cant carry things at all. sigh......i tink i'm a bad daughter. wad am i doing leh!!! aiyo. damnit man.