Whoa. ok. now im REALLY REALLY REALLY STRESSED. whoever said problems become smaller when u share it wif ppl really needs to be shot in the head! urgh. im now back to square one, from square 20 i fall back to 1. This is CRAP, DAMNIT! AhHHhhH the thing is really driving me crazeeeeee. i have nv gotten so paranoid abt this up till now. nvm. *takes in deep breath* must try to calm down. *inhale, exhale* ok ok...dun think!!! urgh. anyway, later maybe going to see chinese doctor abt the stupid throat :/ maybe i do have some chronic illness ba ~_~ anyway, life's really like a vacuum cleaner. go figure.
juz now played abit of pt. darn. dunno why everytime i play sure must die 1 time. sheesh. and is always fifi hai si wo. today, i pressed the wrong key, pressed f7 (avalanche) when i shld press f6 (arrow of range). so, low on health, i stood there and ava the fifi, in the midst of ava i realised my mistake and keep jamming my 1 button but in the end, *URGH* and i kissed the sandy desert of d4. >_< so went to play gunbound abit lor. really long time nv play, aiming sux le. lol. but the last match i play really tyco. 3 v 2 wor (no chicks, all dbl wooden and above). me and another ger, both of us using sate. our 3rd teammate lagged out. so i tot 'si le sure tio buwee'. cos gt 1 boomer, 1 aduka and 1 nak. so juz played like normal. wah den they 3 all gang up against my team mate...T_T so she died. den when she came down i accidentally shot her abit T_T den the 3 again kill her off. kns. den left 1 life nia. = if they take me, they win. but den, miracle happen sia. i killed the aduka once, teammate killed the boomer, i miraculously bunged the aduka the 2nd time he came back for 'revenge' AND killed him for the 3rd time when he tried to bunge me. LOL!!!! luCKY!