sampat kor bought me a panda stick last nite..!!! tEe hEe~!~!~! ^^ really muz thank him, cos i really cant afford it @_@ last nite went in gb go stand there be free frag cos pig wanted to train his boomer, so i played random and was there pm-ing frens. not bad ar, i pm all the way i still won some games when i actually anyhow play LOL. Lady Luck still cares abt noobs like me, haha
on to more serious stuffs. *sigh. really dunno wad to think again. i look back at my life again, maybe im just being paranoid again. i dunno. the thing IS still bugging me, though i tink i shld be able to sigh a sigh of relief. but den how come i cant? sometimes i really cant stand myself for not thinking ahead, for being illogical, dumb, naive, paranoid, spiteful(?)....sigh. chong tong bu ru duan tong right? but....urgh. nvm. i dunno wad im saying and i oso dun wish to think anymore. a fren said that i need to hurt in order to heal. i dun agree. if i were to hurt, i'd probably refuse to heal AT ALL.