Thought I was feeling better, but nah. Life had to kick me again, at the place where it hurts bad. Now I'm feeling really down all over again. Worse, now it's double the dose of heartache. Last week was already bad enough, and today? Another shot of heartache. Two lethal shots in 6 days. Do I deserve any of this? I certainly do not think so, yet it IS so.
The other 3 mei nu-s (Angie, Zq & YF) are really sweet. They got me a card and this really cute furry stuffed toy flower ^^" to cheer me up. Aww, really very surprised and touched. Really din expect T_T
As expected, hp line gt cut off. Haven apply for new line yet cos haven decided on which plan. So feel kinda cut off from everyone right now, but it's alright. Doesnt really matter anyway, probably is better this way. Then my laptop now giving me problems, something is seriously lagging the whole thing. The light which indicates that the hdd is busy can keep shining for 10 minutes plus. Gosh. Dunno wad is wrong. Need to defrag? Or is some program causing the problem? Haiz. Nothing really goes well. Even technology refuses to work properly for me.
Was coming home from sch, alighted at the bus stop nearer to my house, the one near Dad's old place. Instinctively, I tried to spot the unit. I've only stepped into there 4 times. 1st time was when to view the house before he bought it; 2nd time was to help him clean up the house when he just bought it; 3rd time was for dinner where Dad cooked and ...the 4th....was 3 days ago.............//
*I know I nv did much for you, in fact only made you more miserable. Conversely, U did everything you could to make me happy and I was happy. But why now, we're stuck yet again? At the same problem? Or has it dragged so long already, just that I didnt realise*
So - it's just me, and me alone. Maybe it's best that I just disappear from the face of this earth.