Really dunno how to update yesterday's entry. It's now 0738hrs. School doesnt start till 1200hrs for me today. Fell asleep at 0230 yesterday, have been wide awake since 0630. Cant sleep. And cant seem to do anything right. Just closed the iE when I haven even type finish.
Yesterday WAS supposed to be a happy day, although I did felt kinda sick in the morning and left home late. However, yesterday was a day like no other; it was supposed to be happier than usual. As usual, attended classes. All was well, even during the CATS I din feel pek chek or anything, like I normally would. Went for strings after sch. Whole gang frm bms+bio walked the super long but dry way to clubhouse; so many ppl can go gang fight le. Reached clubhouse, had dinner at canteen 1 den went to practise. Vp taught us yesterday, but mostly is basics. Like how to hold the bow and violin. He made us hold and support the violin with our chins, shoulders and necks only. -_-" Kinda hard at first but after awhile it's ok just that neck very suan ~_~ Then talked to him alittle, got to know him alittle better so now not that stress when see him =.=" After strings, went to meet dear at lib. Poor zhu waited for 3hrs @_@ Asked him to go home liao, he dun wan :/ *gan dong* So went bukit timah hawker center for dinner. Had carrot cake,mutton soup and hokkien mee; all the yummy stuffs. All was well till I received a call from my uncle. He was looking for my mother. Then I realised something was amiss. So I called mom and told her. As usual, mom was calm and cool so I brushed off my insecurities then as well. Till I reached home, I realised my worries and doubts at first were right. And something unexpected really happened, which made me damn sad yet damn angry oso. Dunno how to continue......................Really dunno......Time seems to be crawling right now; seconds like minutes, minutes like hours, hours like days.........Everything seems so surreal but in reality is all too real. Though there are alot of things that I'm still uncertain abt the situation and although I'm really afraid to learn the truth abt it, the thing that is certain is already a big enough blow to me..... Shall write more as and when I'm able to.